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On a rainy day,
the sound of the raindrops hits the floor made me very melancholy.
As my creativity flows along side with the melancholy feel..
This is what I get.....
Im sorry
Im sorry
Im sorry
I have no idea how many more sorry must I say . Heck, I dont know what am I sorry for. If you want a mature person to be with, don't look at me. Im still a kid who doesn't know how to properly care others' feeling. I like to play around and everytime I do, it seems to hurt you which in the end it hurts me. Was my doing all wrong? Inexperience gets me everytime. Dou sureba ii no??
A change in appearance can create certain effect on people. Now I know, a girl's feminity is measured by how long their hair is.. How they dressed... Is APPEARANCE matter in judging one's true personality?
If I give you a man - A tall handsome and smart man dressed so perfectly fine in black suits, you will say he's a dreamboat..
But inside he's a desperate guy who chases all the girls he knew and talk about XXX things. A despeardo!
if I give you a girl - talked like a gangster and only wear tshirt and jeans on regurlar basis. A girl who seems to enjoy guys stuff more than wearing makeups. Who wears sneakers instead of high heels and those fancy shoes.Preferred short hair instead of long ones. You will say she's a tomboy.
Reality is she loves talking about girls stuff too. A very polite girl who knows her manner with people.
have you taken into account that apperance means nothing?
Dont judge a person by their apperance.. it may as well be their perfect cover of true identity..
So must I change me for you? Or will you accept my flawless?
It seems like i misjudged you.
You act differently from what I thought you were
I felt something when I first meet you.
Was it just an ILLUSION ?
Did I interpreted this feeling wrongly?
Will I make the same mistake ONCE AGAIn?
Show me what you mean...
i thought you can help me grow up with this feeling
but NOW im just too confused
Is it okay for me to continue this?
because I really need to know ...
Will i hurt you in the future?
Can you accept my childish behaviour?
I cant bear the thoughts of hurting you..
so before I hurt you much more ,
I have decided to leave this feeling be...
But if you can bear all my flawness and all my idotic scheme which i do to make you look at me.. the ones which will hit you in the guts.. All those days when I keep making silly and childish mistakes which hurts you... I promise you, I wont let you go and give you everything you have ever wanted. I will keep you with me forever.. because I know already
..........You love me for me.
Its been a LOONNG while since I talk about guys huh? Have I ever??? Oh well .. so Just the other day.. Sunday .. I went to the Hospital Kuala Lumpur with XX#1. I went there to accompany him to see the doctor. OH MY GEE!!! The hospital was crawling with sick people. Its like being in a sardin can I tell you !! I felt sick just standing next to a person coughing his lungs out.. :O I was scared I might get infected !! huhu.. T^T But no worries .. Im PERFECTLY fine.. I use the term perfect VERY loosly... Aigo~~ I feel like going on a date rather than accompany him to see a doctor.. you know why? because .. while waiting for his turn to take the medicine [which took more than 1 hour.. I think ...] I ended up putting my head on his shoulder.. and he put his arm around me.. [nyaaa~] hahaha.. yea.. that's about it.. I dont want to put in details.. ngeehehe... Oh ya!! I want my sweater back from him!! Just because my sweater is a guy's sweater , everyone wanna borrows it.. ngeh~ Jaa~ MAta AO!! OK .. ko-Q [or as you know it- Kokum] is about to start .. so Im gonna offline now.. and find the person who keeps IM me on facebook.. [the wifi here so socky until you cant even reply an IM on facebook .. Damn ''cool'' right?? NOT!!!] p/s: I dedicated this song to all of you!! Sarangheyo~ Labels: dudeIts raining .....
well .. The rain stopped already .. :P
I have been thinking lately and I have found out that my english language skills are in HUGE MESS.. I cant write a proper story without retyping a whole sentence over and over.. which ends up with ::
"Do you want to save Untitle.doc?"
"NO"
Argh!! Its so stressing man!! The only way I can get a GOOD sleep is by writing a story.. or sing.. which explains all the stupid foolish videos I keep putting up on my youtube account.. Depends on you whether you want to believe that or not. Not my problem ..
DID YOU KNOW???
First of all ...
#1 Dengue
My college [or as YOU call it, hostel] has a HIGH percentage of people getting a dengue fever. Damn all the clogged drains. Majority of people who gets dengue fever are boys. I think their block got some problems.. Dont want to go there anymore.. :P
Recently a friend of mine , Lang , from Sarawak fell ill due to dengue.. So sad!! He was sick for days!! I think almost one week.. I missed him during that period of time because he always make me laugh whenever he start making jokes.. he's favorite phrase line is "cicak pun berbunyi... " XD
But he's fine now. He's recovering and start going classes already .. wee~~
2nd of all ..
#2 Mahabbah @ Hari Terbuka Kolej Siswa Jaya
Today my college will be helding an Open day until ..... [thinks] .... Oh I forgot..
From what I have heard, this is the FIRST time ever this college held this event for public. Sounds like so much fun eh? We'll see.. Im kind of doubtful because last time KSJ had organized a Car Wash Fund Raiser but NONE came to the car washing stuff.
Im hoping I can take some decent pictures so I can put it up on my blog. Its been awhile since I put up any pictures right?? Am Im suppose to be a Photo-philic. hmm.. I feel like Im not doing my part here.. XD
ALso I didn't get to join the photography club due to EXTREME well responses by all the students here. Damn!
Im doing anything for Mahabbah .. So Guess im gonna walk around and take random stupid pictures . I can see the whole thing from my room too!! XD
They say Dafi might come.. But I dont think I can trust that info .. Who cares anyway... ?
3rd of all....
#3 Dirty little secret I wanna share
Labels: dudeIts the International Friendship Day !!
or at least that is what I think . Is it? o.o?
Its practically 0315am. Yea. Im still up at this late hour . I was planning to do some research on my assignment when I termelencong to come here and blog. Basically im procasinating all over again.. XD
Okay what to talk? seems like everytime I go to my friends' blog they would start of with the same line.. maybe life was too boring for us now?
Ahh.. I just heard about La Salle being shut down because of H1n1. and a lot of other schools too. Scary? I know... Here in KL the haze is ... well.. THICK. I mean, the KLCC seems to be so far away because of all the HAZY weather. Also , Im HATING JEREBU TO THE MAX because...
I've lost my voice. I LITERALLY scream my lung out to get my voice back out. And the result??
Pain in the throat. Once I can hear myself even just a bit, I quickly take the orange stuff you take when you have sore throat. - Lozenges?? think that's it. XP
0332am :: Im out of idea what to write. XD
to Chai ~ Otanjobi Omeedeto Desu!!! ~ live well!! be happy!! may Allah bless you all the way.. :)
to all of my friends.. yea :: Happy friendship day!!!!
dats all .. gonna go get some sleep before doing some hardcore reading tomorrow..
SEJARAH 13 MEI .. owh .. Im gonna fall asleep . hahaha
TO my girls GooD Morning, to the gents .. Nytezzz,,,,, [dat was lame.. pfftss]
Labels: dudeAt 9.30am I was still in bed. Eventhough there was a MARSIS meeting at 10am. hahaha. i only got up when both maryssa and Dude sms-ed me. So I was rushing after that. 10.15am- the person sms me already "mana sudah tu? Im here already...".
So I Just quickly towel dry my hair and went downstairs just to find only me and bukhari[€coursemate from sabah ] was the only ones who came. DAMN.
Perjumpaan @ PJ - 12pm - Go there by your own . that was the info the Abg gave. WTH?? Go by our own money??? They said that a bus wil be provided. In the end.. all of us .. Sabahan n Sarawakians didnt go to the perjumpaan at PJ . Wee~~ Wanna know what happen next??
went to see Hantu Ambulans with Dude. Yeap! just him...Please dont be the 10th person teliing me Im on a date. Aww~
Moving on .. Its the CRAPIEST ghost story. I didnt watch the whole thing because Im too scared to see the ghost. hahaha. All i did was...hide behind dude.. =.=" I thank you for your patience with me.. hahaha. Did u know? he has the nicest colonge smell .. I knew because I borrowed his jacket .. it smelled so familiar.. hmm.. lupakan~~
but i ruined his jacket by spilling half of the popcorn. :O
[no~~ dont you dare say anything.. ]...
Im a careless-clueless-scarDcat person... damn me... Here's some pictures I took .. few days ago.. hehe.. not few days.. last 2 weeks i think . hehe
Random love song By maria Leong. She has a wonderful voice and her songs are always fun to hear.
this is Maryssa watching her video oh so pationately.. XD
and here we can see she's using my laptop to online. If you think Im not replying your YM and MSN - Other people is using my laptop .. Dah biasa la tu..n :P
Btw, she's msging her Bf dat. kan mar? ahaha
Maryssa looking at her facebook "so boringgg~~"
"no one online~~"I took a lot of her pictures. hahaha. Jadi my model x rasmi . Okai !! thats all i wanna share with you today. Gonna go bath and go downstairs to block C afterward. Study Group for LK/HE/Trigo/phys. Cya!! Take care people.!!!
Labels: dudeFinally.. owh finally i finish it!! Well more like asking other people to finish it for me..
Im talking about my Lukisan Kejuruteraan .. I know I can draw.. But technical ones are just so different people!! I thought it was easy .. oh so NOT!!!
hehe..wanna know??
Just the other night me and maryssa planned to stay up to do the whole lukisan thing. But we ended up sleeping. haha. Slept at 2AM and woke up at 1030am. Then before having bath and breakfast, both of us was talking crap . We wanted to go out. but then TOO LAZY.
Took bath and then continue doing LK which I cant do at all . HAHAHAHA
I went to sms dude while waiting for maryssa finish her bath. Suddenly after talking to him I can do 5 of the easiest Q in the paper. wah~ I do LK on my own .. terer o sa. wakaka
Its wayyyyyy past breakfast-brunch-lunch ..
me : Ui, blm makan ni kita. ko nda lapar???
mary: haha. ya ba. ba mari turun cafe
me : ee malaaaasss..
mary : *laughing* Ui jalan kita. p shopping. [totally kidding]
me : ba. p sana TS kita. Midvalley ka. hahahaha
As i Said before we were TOO LAZY to do anything. And the lukisan also - STUCK/GANTUNG!!!
we were just playing around with the whole Jalan thing. We were so ready [kunun] wanna go down cafe
then... Suddenly I just say ...
Me: marila.. kita p jaya jusco. hahaha
mary : ba marila
me: ba.kita makan di luar la. hehe
mary : ui ko biar betul ba!
me: ya la . boring ni dalam bilik satu hari . [its around 230pm when we talk about this]
the conversation was too long. Hehe. So .. CUT-SHORT::
We SUDDENLY went out to Jaya Jusco Wangsa Maju. For the sake of Going out. hahaha
The taxi cost us RM3.50 one way . And we went to EVERY SHOP in that complex. I bought a pencil and more paper A3 for lukisan . So many sale nowadays. Bata, winter time. Name it- sure got one!
Guess what we ate?
Lasagna n pasta - delifrance - RM43.00
haha. yea. its that expensive. the FREE FLOW root beer is sooo X sadap!!
and I ordered my Delifrance-pasta-nightmare without realizing it. PASTA SAUSAGES.
Its a pasta+a bread+olive oil+sausages.. THE WORST PASTA I EVER TASTE
Its the one I ordered when I was outing with the girls. I swore i never eat it again . but carelessness fails me. I did ordered it. But its kinda Okay this time around because I mixed it with maryssa's lasagna. hahaha.
Then wanna find KFC because dude wanted it [me belanja] but couldn't find it. We round2 all throughout the groundfloor. But couldn't find one. so I ended up giving him McD. hahaha
Just when maryssa and me got into the taxi - There it is!!! - KFC!!! Right below F.O.S!! How the crap did we missed it??? oh well, not his luck lor. have to eat mcD. He say not mengenyangkan~ Cian . sapa suruh x makan nasi tadi . ahahha.
[8.30pm- 0100am]
mary and me were at block C. both of us need help doing LK. who did we turned to ?? Dude! haha. He do the homework for me while I talk with glen - [one of the cool guys i ever met. Eventhough people keep telling me he's byk mulut - suka cakap ja ni . ahhaha / Budak lasalle this guy. Think you guys from 2006's punya batch know this guy.. I THINK ] . I think I sponsored the food for tonight. Fries + mr.potato.. + mcD .. hmmm.. Im so generous. hahah. NOT!! Glen took the fries. hehe. Wah~ I feel so pampered tonight. Dont ask why ... hehe.. :P
So finish the whole thing at one oclock just now. And its 311am right now. wah~ I need to go to sleep . Tomorrow I MIGHT be joining this whole perjumpaan budak2 borneo at PJ [for the whole KL Uni]. yea. Putrajaya la dat kan? Got other PJ here in KL?? Argh ~ What ever la. Im too bored to stay in my room all day. better do some sight seeing. Right? Can meet all the Sabah Sarawak people again . hehe. yea. Going lar tomorrrow, even if Im gonna go alone since majority Sabah Sarawak here nonmuslim [they go church on sunday ~ IM alone!!! ] Aaa~~ Sleepy.. ok...
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.Nytez~~ ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Labels: dudeOnce again no pictures!!!
stupid me no taking pictures. Yea I have the camera with me but I wasn't in the right mood. So sad. Owh dear blog.. you look so naked!!!
Moving on to the real thing
NSA Dubs.
I have finished my lines for NSA. Not Nur Surya A. my groupdub - NewStarsAcademy.
Yeay~ I actually have mixed down one song. [i stole other people's lines. XD]
My Next Dub -
Miku - World Is Mine
Rin - Meltdown
Im not getting good but WORSE!!! Damn. Need practices. Or just hentam2 do only lor. hahaha.
BTW.. I found one great fandubber for NSA. Actually she auditioned for it and I really liked her voice.
Wanna check her audition vid? CLICK THIS!!
OUTING!!!
Yea... So i was planning to do some reading for the next upcoming assignment [draft is due next mon - 10am] which i havent start.. AT ALL!!! Then Maryssa asked me if I wanna join her and all the others go Times Square watch Harry Potter. Pa lagi.. Procasinate lor! HARRY POTTER tue! hahaha..
Went out at 1pm something like that. took the bus and "dude" sat next to me. I feel like I talked nonsense to him. Cian him terpaksa layan me. hahaha
Then took the monorel from chowkit to Imbi. Thank God not so many people [yet]
Upon arrival all of us were looking for Glen. I knew I know Glen from somewhere turned out he was Hazel's taiko. Then I was like.. Cheeeeehhhh.... Patut macam kenal!!
The movie start at 5.30pm. So we all went jalan2 first. Ended up at the arcade. Now I know.. Daytona is very la FAMOUS here. hahaha. People actually Q up to play that game. I suX at that game already . Huhuhuu. [not memang sux from the start meh? hahaha]
OMG!! That movie is soooooo COOOOLLL!!! Im loving the awesome effect and such. Wah~ such a long time since I watch Harry Potter. Next thing I wanna do in when I go back home - CARI CD FULL HP- *laughing* But.But.But.But!! That GSC was so cold. I didnt even bring my sweater! Frozen, I tell You!!
then we all saw this one couple breaking up and Glen was imitating them. So funny la that guy!! very happening dude la. XP
I got back to my room at 1045pm. I was so scared that I could make it back before 11pm [limit]. Because the monorel was PAcKED FULL!!
It was a fun day for me. Though a bit dissapointing because I didnt get to buy that top I saw! rm19- rm25. ngeh~ i'll be here for the next 3 years. So dont mind!! hehe.. Its 2am and Im still not asleep.nya~~~~~~~~~ I wanna play DOTA!!! ui, kaC pinjam sa tu game!! :(
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More and more messages were sent
I ignore each one of them
I wanna say something
but I could find the words
And I just being ego?
More and More
I feel Im drifting away
more and more
I feel I should have said something
but it hits me
the speechlessness
thats why im ignoring you
Sayonara!
