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Monday, April 27, 2009
7:31 PM

Hey hey bloggers...

**I know I don't have much followers.. teehee~**


Today's news::on me::

Ok. So I was chatting ever so happily with few people on chatango.
Then this one dude pm

dat dude : hi
me : hye
dat dude : whre ya from
me : msia
dat dude : lets talk about blue
me : *blur* blue??
dat dude : xxx [i sensored it. haha]
me : noooooooooo
dat dude : so?
me: GO THE HELL with that!!

then I blocked him out. haha!! then I chat with few other people. Its amazing how i only chat
with anime lovers or random teenagers from US or UK or Canada or anywhere from the
other side of the world. Everytime.. the conversation would end up something like this

me: really? u watched it??
#?#? : yeah. It was good. U should watch the anime!!
me: wat tym is it there...?
#?#? : [usually it will be midnight or something like that]
me : r'nt you tired?
#?#? : nah, not really

.....after an hour or so....

#?#?: owh I think I gtg. Feeling sleepy

me: ok. nyte2 . cya

Yea.. I was left alone. I don't really go for the dudes from our own country coz most of them
ARE horny. So don't wanna take any risk in involving with pervies.. X_X

then around 1345pm++ . BLACK OUT. COMPUTER = DEAD
I was chatting with venda at that time and well .. I left her alone.. Sorry bos!!

"GAH!! no internet" went to sit on the couch.

"Its hot... damn hot.. I blame humans for causing global warming"
I basically fill my head up with all thoughts about random stuff

"la...la ..la..."
In my room listening to music on my laptop. thank gawd got battery.. ngehhehe
I put up my legs against the wall. And after a while.. Cramped.

"aahh... pening.. ada air sejuk ka ni aa??"
Went to the kitchen grabbed some snack. and a glass of COLD ICED WATER..

Nothing to do.No internet. NOTHING
I went to karam and surveyed some hp. Xpress Music seems nice..or
3.2mp Sony's CyberShot. .. both around Rm660 ..

Which should I buy? Any suggestion??
=the question for the day. hahahaha=

Today was pretty blegh.. I feel bored writing this.. Bet you got bored reading this too..

ohya! My video on youtube were deleted too!! darn! and just when it got 200 views... oh well...
Sony Music Entertaiment (Japan) always delete stuff from Youtube. Even when you put up the DISCLAIMER )=works really well...no doubt=(

that's all ! Cheerio!!

Sunday, April 26, 2009
I mish Her sooo much 10:42 AM

I"M SO HAPPY!!!!!!

After months of hiatus... She's back with new PV!!!!!

So i can't embed the video here. It was disable by the owner. So I'm gonna leave out links to it.

I saw the PV on youtube
I found the lyrics here...

More info? All the info i found was from all the YUI station forum

watch this!! Behind the scenes *short tho*

Ok... I don't have the full info about the new single. All i know it'll be use in FMA new series.
And it'll be OFFICIALLY RELEASE on 3rd June.
So if you found all the download links to this new pv.. its illegally distributed. hehe..

I'm gonna find more info on this. Yeay! works to do..



Yume no tsuzuki oikaketeita hazu na noni
Magarikunetta hosoi michi hito ni tsumazuku

Anokoro mitai ni tte modoritai wake ja nai no nakushite kita sora wo
Wakatte kuremasu you ni gisei ni natta you na kanashii kao wa
Yamete yo

Tsumi no saigo wa namida ja nai yo zutto kurushiku seotte kunda
Ideguchi mienai kanjou meiro ni
Dare wo matteru no
Shiroi NOOTO ni tsuzutta you ni motto sunao ni hakidashitai yo
Nani kara nogaretai'n da
Genjitsutte yatsu ka

Nan no tame ni ikiteru'n datte
Wasurechai sou na yoru no mannaka
Bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai desho natsukashiku naru
Konna itami mo kangei jan

Ayamara nakucha ikenai yo ne ah gomen ne
Umaku ienakute shinpai kaketa mama datta ne

Ano hi kakaeta zenbu ashita kakaeru zenbu
Junban tsuketari wa shinai kara
Wakatte kuremasu you ni sotto me wo tojita'n da
Mitakunai mono made mie'n da mon

Iranai uwasa ni chotto hajimete kiku hatsugen docchi
Mukaiattara tomodachi datte
Uso wa yamete ne
Fukai HAATO ga iradatsu you ni karada'n naka moete iru'n da
Hontou wa kitai shiten no
Genjitsutte yatsu ka

Nan no tame ni ikiteru'n datte
Sakebi takunaru yo kikoete imasu ka
Bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai susumu tame ni
Teki mo mikata mo kangei jan

Douyatte tsugi no DOA akeru'n dakke kangaeteru
Mou hikikaesenai monogatari hajimatteru'n da
Me wo samase me wo samase

Kono omoi wo keshite shimau ni wa
Mada jinsei nagai desho
Yari nokoshiteru koto yarinaoshite mitai kara
Mou ichido yukou ka

Nan no tame ni ikiteru'n datte
Sakebi takunaru yo kikoete imasu ka
Bunan ni nante yatterarenai kara
Kaeru basho mo nai no
Yasashisa ni wa itsumo kansha shiteru
Dakara tsuyoku naritai natsukashiku naru
Konna itami mo kangei jan

Credit *thanks to Kevin @ lyricsx2.*

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Saturday, April 25, 2009
I changed it!! 2:22 PM

Horray!!! I changed my layout. Like it?? I love the blue.. reason i choose this eventhough the codes
were kinda messy for me to read and edit... and this letters is not really centered/fit in the box perfectly

Blue... for calmness..
rainy days... coz I want it to rain now..
and most of all...

ngahahhaa.... i still wanna change the layout. I want something much simple-ER or something la! ahaha.
Till then.. spare me.. i dunno how to edit the small letters+the not so centered post? huhu

ok.. nothing to post out other than me being confused with this matriculation letter. Byk o wanna isi.. ngeh~ @_@

So... read this!! heehee.. idk if i ever post or gave u guys read it but... I'm so Out of words here...
Enjoy!! *VERY short though*

"HappY BirthdaY"

Everything was set up perfectly. A table filled with luxurious food and her friends sitting around

the table- waiting for her to get ready. It was perfect. At the end of the table a big round birthday

cake was ready to be light up. The girl smiled as she lighted up each red candles.

“Great! Everyone’s here,” she said to herself

The girl took the teddy bear she left on the cabinet and hold it in her arms. She stood in front of

the big round cake. As soon as the Happy Birthday song finished, she blew the candle happily.

She took the knife and sliced the cake. Everyone clapped for her. She put the first slice on to a plate.

“Now who wants the first slice?” she asked eagerly.

She waited for a reply. But only silence replied back to her. She looked around at her friends.

She looked at the teddy bear in her arms.

“Why is everyone so quiet?”

The soulless teddy bear just stared back at her. The girl grabbed a spoon and took a mouthful of the first slice of the cake.

“Don’t you guys want some? It’s delicious!”

She smiled to all her friend who was sitting around the table with her. None spoke to her.

Suddenly tears started to fall from her eyes.


All her friends were stuffed animals. The cheers and applauses were only a recording on a tape.

The poor girl thought she won’t be alone if she filled the empty spaces. But little did she know

her actions just made her emptiness grew bigger. She walked out from the dining room.

Sadly she switched off the lights.

“Happy birthday to me..."


I know it's short. and lacking few elements such as details and explanation or such .

Critic on my own story.. hahahaha!!!

Rate and comment as you like!!


Friday, April 24, 2009
TOO HOT!! 7:56 PM

no .. no ..

I'm not talking about any dudes. I'm talking about this damn hot not so humid air im breathing.
Gosh I feel baked!!!
Even with the fan adore-ing me.. I can still feeling the WARM air. It get worst at nights.. suddenly it reminds me of the =land and sea breeze theory= haha

*you'll find a lot of HOT words in this post.. haha*

So people are getting worked up about matriculation and UPU results

UPU results coming this 1st May sounds like a movie commercial

and I just got the letter from matx. Gosh its big. pa la dlm dia ni??

then my dad came home with this very HOT cool good-for-people-who-wants-to-avoid-spotcheck-at-sfc- kind of bag. Very multi purpose and lots of hidden pockets.. haha.. i wanna take picture for this post but too damn lazy too take pic.. *totally NOT NORMAL from someone who can't be separated from camera* It was for me . duh~~.

But after looking at the price i was kinda reluctant.. It was such waste of money for such bag!!! You should have given me the monay and let me buy the dvd box set for Eyeshield 21!! muhahahaha

My mum's friend also gave me a bracelet. kinda look like bracelet. It was HOT nice. I appreciate all HANDMADE stuff. It was handmade with pink beads and a heart shaped as the "button"
*i need pictures to explain this .. lolz*

other than matx/weather/bag/bracelet

I gained 3kg!! owh well.. not like im over weight or anything I don't even looked like I gained weight. My waistline still maintain 25.5cm. Small?? IdK. I also gain 2cm!

So 156cm. 47kg. BMI? normal. I need to get back my stamina. Sleeping at 1am and wake up at 9am is making my body .... slow? something like that. Even my brain can't work out a good storyline.. All i can come up with is the main idea/theme/prologue/opening/few cut-cut scene.

Not Good. I usually can come up with 3 COMPLETED stories in one day.. Only i kept them in my head rather than writing it down. I always thought those stories i made were kinda fairytale like which everyone who loves happy endings story would like to read.

By "cut-cut scene" i meant to say those adoreable moments which makes people/audience go "awww" not the usual cut-cut scene from those 18 and above movie aa....

NOTE #2:
I don't do happy endings. I wrote all the happy cute story with sad endings..

that's all I can come up with now. I shall update later.. Maybe I'll post out one of my fics here. But then who wanna read it anyway?? Not so many people read my blog.. i think..

Neways... Im going back to sit infront of the fan. terlampau panas eh!!
kudos people!!

Saturday, April 18, 2009
Broke!! 9:20 PM

In one day .. my whole money in the bank went .. poof!!!

So today.. i went out with my parents to go sSHOPPING!!!! owh how I love shopping! and i can be categorized as a shopaholic.. seriously... *serious face*

Just now before went out my granny gave me Rm200 for belanja2.. So I was thinking of buying myself some new shirts and Eyeshield21 box set.

Went to KAINMEWAH before go to pacific ngiukee.. and mum bought RM150 worth of kain.. wah.. so mahal.. But the kain was very nice.. so worthed it la mahal2.

After that I went to pacific and bought few clothes. The rm200 which my granny gave wasn't enough. hehe.. told ya. Im shopaholic. XD

Then later my dad call and told my mum to withdraw some money.. to buy a new Laptop. YES! finally.. a whole day stuck in my room playing game... *main purpose of having a laptop*


After taking out ALMOST all my money from the bank... I was left with few hundreds in my account. I got to buy all this "unnecessary" things namely clothes and laptop but i still didn't get to buy the Eyeshield21 box set!! DArn! darn! dang!

now i don't have enough money to buy it.. I need exactly rm124. Anyone wanna derma to me? help this addicted soul.. hehe.. jkjkjk

and now I finally can use this latop though it is empty... backup file? don't wanna.. hahaha..

that's all for today.. wanna find more games.. hehehe.. i crap today .. *like always*..


Wednesday, April 15, 2009
NO!!! 3:10 PM

OMG!! The firefox crashed as i reached Eyeshield21 ep 18!!! NOooooooooooooooo~~~

I practically screamed at the computer when i saw the firefox dissapeared.. Yea.. Weird i know...

Now.. im back at square one.. Ep 15.. ngeh.. I didn't get to watch it as the firefox make the dissapearing act right before my eyes...


back to waiting another half an hour for every episode to finish load.. Damn connection! why can't you go any faster??

ok... I shall go sulk in the corner of the room until this thing finish..


okay... seems like there is somewhat unknown forces that don't want me to watch my anime... Huuhuu.. firefox crashed everytime i reached the 30min of the ep.. <== btul ka sa explain ni?? hmm..

fine... I won't watch it.. not today at least.. geez...


Sunday, April 12, 2009
I found THIS in my mailbox!! 10:07 AM

AAA... Bakat.. I wanna go... But .. sheesh...
yeah... still not gonna online fb today.. Maybe just for a short while.. Bored already..
I found a great place to release tension!!

*results may vary*

So I was cleaning my msn inbox when I found this particular mail from Trish.
Ladies! You MUST read this!! teehee~ [bet you guys already read it somewhere]



(1) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.
(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
(5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)
(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' . that will bring on a 'whatever').
(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying...Go to Hell
(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.
* Send this to the men you know, to warn them about arguments they can avoid if they remember the terminology.

* Send this to all the women you know to give them a good laugh, cause they know it's true!!!


Just thought you guys can LOL with this one... teehee~

That's all!! Adios!!

Saturday, April 11, 2009
HIATUS??? 1:22 PM

Kinda bored with on9 stuff.

And I seem to have a lot to catch Up with like...

  • re-arrange my room
  • finishing at least one chapter of my story.. I haven't finish the prologue!! oh Gawd!!
  • err... painting??
  • cook... [so sad .. i'll be the only one finishing it in the end]
  • watch tv .. [its been a while since i conquer that tv]

Ok there's only three things I wanna do to day

the first 2 in the above list and do some video making. That's all.

SO im gonna be offline for a whole day.. 24hours to be exact and get this chores done. HAHAHA
chores.. I don't do chores, people do that for me.. XD

List Of the Things I give up for 24hours

Myspace = Revived!! after few months, I finally using back myspace.. No friend oo.. Add me eh..

Facebook = Feel like I on9 24/7 in this. My rock legend has become a bore already. Must rest this one out.

Friendster = seems unlikely dead. Oh well, still use it to contact long lost fren. hahaha

Gaia = This one.. I only went there to play zomg! but.. Idk .. I REALLY DoN'T KNOW how to play that, and kept being killed... XP

Youtube = My favorite channel .. haha.. yeah.. new BOF behind the scenes - Xfiles - is up. wanna watch... huuhuuhhuu

YM n MSN = On9 like 24/7. But gonna off this ones as well. Sorry can't chat with you guys haxie.. Natzz... sapa lagi? Precious...

P/s: PreC, sorry I havent sambung the BOF story.. hehehe ...

For 24 hours I'll be gone from this virtual online world... might extend the 24 hours to 48 hours ...
Oh well ...
... Its time...

I have to go.... and do what ever I wanted to do...

Stepped OUT

12:28 AM

Cool huh? Sorry Sorry in rock version!! Yea.. Rock Hard & Love easy!! WooHoo! Go Royal Pirates.

*pirated songs.. irony.. ahahaha... Im just kidding!!!! *


What's UR best accessories when going out?
= My friends

What's UR favorite snack in this world
= Bunnies!!

What's UR genre of music
= universal... if its good... its good... if not.. sana dlm tong sampah..

What's UR favorite laugh?
= MUAHAHAHAHA.. evil laugh

What's UR crush's name?
= lots... haha!!

What's UR biggest fear?
= loneliness.... Dun leave me~~~~ huhu T^T

What's UR imaginary friend's name?
= err... -___-;;;

What's UR favorite Colour?
= right now .. BLACK...

What's UR reason for doing this survey?
= IM bORED like hell!!!

What's UR opinion on this survey?

What's UR plan nexT?
= On what? I wanna conquer the world!!!

last Q

What's UR wish for today?
= I wanna finish watching eyeshield21!!! and i hope everyone's happy!! :))
*if you guys feeling happy today tell me...teehee~~*

=Hope your wish come true!!=

Should I tag you? Yea.. the one reading this .. hmm.. Do it if you wanna... I dun wanna force ya...

Btw... there's a lot of pervies at chatango..so DON'T GO OUT GIVING UR MS FS FB or EMAIL...

That's all...

Friday, April 10, 2009
@_@"""" 4:44 PM




where's snow when you need it?? Is it gonna rain tonight??

please rainnn... I wanna sleep in coldness again. hahahaha

yeah~ I'm kinda affected by this heat from the global warming. So this is a FULL PLEDG CRAP POST. whatever that suppose to mean.. hahaha

So yesterday I went out. [yesh natz n xie.. I went out.. ]
Waited for Mimich to pick me at karam and head to CP.. played bowling [i lose .. mimich win.]. Its a no surprise coz i never played bowling in my life.. Or have I? If I did.. I maybe too little at that time.. XD

Then after Bowling, me,mimich and her couz went to Fun Square. We waited for Jude to finish his jam practice and Sherry to arrive. We played...

Dance2 = oh..failed!!

Daytona= I'm first!!

another racing game = err.. 30th

another racing game = *screams..* there were a lot of screaming in that game.. Didn't win.

then played the basketball thingy.. Sherry came!! Mimich and her couz [bryant] were playing the game intensly.. hmm... main la kmu.. sa mo rest2.. hahaha

Then we went to Hall 5 to watch Friday the 13th. That movie contains =Sexual images & violent actions. And it was for 18 AND ABOVE. Guess what?? All of us who entered there was underage!
Except for sherry.. she's legally 18 already.. Me and mimich was 17. And the 3 other guys that followed was.. well SPM candidates.. hahahahaha....

So the movie was.. well.. full of suspens + bloody + never ending.. We all thought the killer was dead at the end when Clay threw the body into the lake.. but the killer jump back up! WTH???
so .... how to put this.. never ending- ly - boring!!!!

Sorry to be a spoiler to people who haven't watch the movie.. at least I didn't tell you guys what happened in detailed right?? It was FUN [in a evil-twisted-bloody-horrifying killing kind of way].. Best for horror movie lovers.. from me.. i probably give 3.5- 4 stars... hehe

well thats all for now.. wanna go chat2 with friends..
coz... I didn't on9 for one day.. all A LOT has happened...

hmmm..... need to dig put some dirt from her...

yes.. you know who you are...




Jan ko lari~~


Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Randomly Made 11:17 PM

I feel wasted. Sitting at home doing mostly nothing..
suddenly i'm in the mood to do this
*not my best work though.. XP*
have fun reading
*not a poem*


I keep waiting for you
eventhough the restaurant closed
I kept waiting for you
eventhough It was freezing outside
I kept waiting for you
until my hands turned pale
I kept waiting for you
because I thought you would come

passionate by ~Nefelee on deviantART

I sat there waiting for hours
until my hair was frozen
until my lips turned blue
But you didn't call
not even a text

Tired of waiting
I walked myself home
upset crushed and alone
I tried to call you
but you didn't answer
too tired to walk
too cold to move
I sat on the bench under the lamp post
still wishing for you to come

Waiting in the Cold by ~akshayp on deviantART

realizing you won't come
and how late and cold it was at that moment
I decided to go home
near the traffic light
I stopped my steps

You called
Telling me you can't come at that time
You told me
"The boss just wouldn't let me off this meeting dear..."
you gave me excuses
like you always did
But i kept believing in those excuses
because you promised
you won't cheat
and I trusted you

But when the light turned green
a group of people came walk pass by me
and I saw you were holding someone else's hand
Our eyes met
and i called out your name

"Do you know this girl?"
i waited for you to answer that question
somehow I knew what you're about to say


The coldness brought by the winter
was nothing compared to your words

all the waiting
all the faith i put on you
all those times i spent trying to please you

yea.. Didn't get what i was trying to say here?
me too
I just wanna say..

this was sooo randomly made.. Im sorry
*totally will score C in exam oo.. hahaha*

Across the street by ~SchillesFly on deviantART

Sunday, April 05, 2009
When people are bored.... 12:45 PM

OK i was thinking of doing a review on each episode of BOF.. when i realized.. I forgot what actually happened in the drama.. I was CRUSHED!!
The ending wasn't as i expected.. Oooo.. watev la..later la i do this review thingy..

Totally out of idea what to talk about... so i went to check out the blogs updates..

Should check this out

When people in canada are bored .. they do this...


Its from sul's blog. Those people should die ..DIE I TELL YOU!!!
causing yet another extinction on our dying earth. Hunting baby seals is NOT.. repeat with emphasis.. NOT a sport! its a SIN .. and nothing more than that.

We should really appreciate all the living creatures in our earth and not treating them as a sports namely hunting/killing for medicine. They have rights to live as much as we do..

Im thinking of changing the layout again.. need more black in this page.. HAHAHAHA

ok . that's all.



::to mr.beetle. im sorry I abused you... It was an accident you died...::

Friday, April 03, 2009
I Deleted it... 2:04 PM

I know i said i wanna "re-edit" my last post.. but i ended up deleting it..
Well there's nothing in it anyways.. hehe...

This part *points down* is for Haxie to see.. heehee

:Haxie... give ur comments ba.. lama sa tunggu ko ni.. hehe:


So today.

::before i move on... i just wanna say... I kinda heran why some of the buttons in the edit post missing...I can't change the color!!!

I scanned my pc with different anti-virus to check whether my pc under attack by any virus. I'm worried about the Kido virus.. The one that made into the headlines on 1st April last Wednesday.

So here's the results

1st try :: Eset : Nothing *Totally not true!! I know ada nih~*
2nd try :: Bitdefender : Only one threat=removed *not satisfying enough*
3rd try :: PC Tools Spyware Doctor With Anti virus : 202 infections???? *gasp*
4th try :: *not yet.. planning on using kaspersky. But have to download again.. HUHU*

OHMY!!! My computer is under attack!! DELETE!! OHNO! CAN'T DELETE!! WHAT TO DO?? send to the comp shop again? format?? too many things in here...


while i resolve my problems with so call threats

enjoy this video...

I like this one better than the "Tonight" song eventhough this one contains a LOT of repeats


Love, love, love,
Get it? :lol:

cute song...
p/s to *Bev*: Upload more... hehehehe


I'm back to panicking by my pc problems and annoyed by this "thing" next to me... can't curse. It's Friday