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Monday, August 24, 2009
Updates... 5:14 PM

Wee~ Its Ramadhan yet again!!

Its my first Ramadhan without my family outside my home.. Honestly? I dont feel the difference. It'll be the same no matter where I go.. Because I had never really felt the comfort of being HOME. Even in my own house I feel trapped. SO sad.. So emo.. So .. SO...

Okay lets recap what I have been doing because I havent update this blog of mine in a veryyy LOOONG time..

1. I found out Glen reads this blog... [HI!!! hahahahaha]
2. I found out unknown number keeps miss calling me [its a psiko.. and its TRUE]
3. I have went to cinema a lot this month.
4. I failed my mekanik static.. owh well.. back to basics baby!!
5 I am now... SICK .. dont ride a bus on fasting hour.. note that...


That's all I have to say ... for now.. updates later.. Full page - detailed - and hopefully fun to read.. OK
Its time to get ready for buka puasa.. hahhaa.

Adieu ^^

Monday, August 17, 2009
LOST LINKS [againnn] 1:24 AM

Due to technical error...-.Just look at my blog.... its fugly already....-
I lost a few of your links.. So feel free to put yours in the cbox in the sidebar...

Your co-operation is much MUCH appreciated.


edit** i realised there is no cbox too.. So post the links as comments in this post.. :)

On a rainy day,
the sound of the raindrops hits the floor made me very melancholy.
As my creativity flows along side with the melancholy feel..
This is what I get.....

Im sorry
Im sorry
Im sorry

I have no idea how many more sorry must I say . Heck, I dont know what am I sorry for. If you want a mature person to be with, don't look at me. Im still a kid who doesn't know how to properly care others' feeling. I like to play around and everytime I do, it seems to hurt you which in the end it hurts me. Was my doing all wrong? Inexperience gets me everytime. Dou sureba ii no??

A change in appearance can create certain effect on people. Now I know, a girl's feminity is measured by how long their hair is.. How they dressed... Is APPEARANCE matter in judging one's true personality?
If I give you a man - A tall handsome and smart man dressed so perfectly fine in black suits, you will say he's a dreamboat..
But inside he's a desperate guy who chases all the girls he knew and talk about XXX things. A despeardo!

if I give you a girl - talked like a gangster and only wear tshirt and jeans on regurlar basis. A girl who seems to enjoy guys stuff more than wearing makeups. Who wears sneakers instead of high heels and those fancy shoes.Preferred short hair instead of long ones. You will say she's a tomboy.
Reality is she loves talking about girls stuff too. A very polite girl who knows her manner with people.
have you taken into account that apperance means nothing?
Dont judge a person by their apperance.. it may as well be their perfect cover of true identity..
So must I change me for you? Or will you accept my flawless?

It seems like i misjudged you.
You act differently from what I thought you were
I felt something when I first meet you.
Was it just an ILLUSION ?
Did I interpreted this feeling wrongly?
Will I make the same mistake ONCE AGAIn?
Show me what you mean...

i thought you can help me grow up with this feeling
but NOW im just too confused
Is it okay for me to continue this?
because I really need to know ...
Will i hurt you in the future?
Can you accept my childish behaviour?
I cant bear the thoughts of hurting you..
so before I hurt you much more ,
I have decided to leave this feeling be...

But if you can bear all my flawness and all my idotic scheme which i do to make you look at me.. the ones which will hit you in the guts.. All those days when I keep making silly and childish mistakes which hurts you... I promise you, I wont let you go and give you everything you have ever wanted. I will keep you with me forever.. because I know already

..........You love me for me.


Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Procasinating MOOD ON!! 11:01 PM

Im currently procasinating my works...

Moving on... last friday me and maryssa went to go shopping at Times Square!! Bought new clothes .. Wee~~ and now Im broke again.. =.="

Im not feeling well since yesterday because I had to have a n arguement with my parents. They are coming this coming friday and I have a DDA camping on that day at Linggi as well. Clashing events occured. Then my dad said all the things I HATE so much to hear - which TOTALLY ruined my whole mood. I couldn't sleep at night. I forced myself to sleep at 530AM. Then woke up at 830AM just to find out I catch a slight fever. I only ate nestum for breakfast and eat hello panda for lunch ..

Gah~ Im so EMO right now!!!

Moving on to a little less dark part of my day...

== I gave my most valuable-precious-ring to him yesterday. When I saw him at the cafe during lunch, he was wearing it!! OMO!! And somehow he look so "bright"?? today.. Was it because I gave him that ring?? But I didnt saw him again after that.. Boring day .. I was all alone mos of the time .. Well accept at the cafe. I was surrounded by all the guys. OMO!! I forgot! Glenn went to hug Dude and it was so CUTE!!! Damn I left my hp at my hostel!! ngeh~~

Nevermind.. as long as I can see their happy faces... It will ALWAYS brighten up my days here without you girls.


WEhh.. Im so sorryy I havent contact youuuu.. And oso ... for not chatting with you when im online.. Im always in a rush .. GOMEN!!!!!!

Yeah~ That's all . Im just not so much in blogging mood... OWH HOW MISERABLE I FEEL TODAY...
Need sleep.. Need sleep .. TESTs............ =.=""

I want a HUG .. HUG ME?

GARRRRRRRRRR~~~ helpppppp

Wednesday, August 05, 2009
Randomness in rain .. 2:26 PM

Its raining .....

well .. The rain stopped already .. :P

I have been thinking lately and I have found out that my english language skills are in HUGE MESS.. I cant write a proper story without retyping a whole sentence over and over.. which ends up with ::

"Do you want to save Untitle.doc?"


Argh!! Its so stressing man!! The only way I can get a GOOD sleep is by writing a story.. or sing.. which explains all the stupid foolish videos I keep putting up on my youtube account.. Depends on you whether you want to believe that or not. Not my problem ..


First of all ...
#1 Dengue

My college [or as YOU call it, hostel] has a HIGH percentage of people getting a dengue fever. Damn all the clogged drains. Majority of people who gets dengue fever are boys. I think their block got some problems.. Dont want to go there anymore.. :P

Recently a friend of mine , Lang , from Sarawak fell ill due to dengue.. So sad!! He was sick for days!! I think almost one week.. I missed him during that period of time because he always make me laugh whenever he start making jokes.. he's favorite phrase line is "cicak pun berbunyi... " XD
But he's fine now. He's recovering and start going classes already .. wee~~

2nd of all ..
#2 Mahabbah @ Hari Terbuka Kolej Siswa Jaya

Today my college will be helding an Open day until ..... [thinks] .... Oh I forgot..

From what I have heard, this is the FIRST time ever this college held this event for public. Sounds like so much fun eh? We'll see.. Im kind of doubtful because last time KSJ had organized a Car Wash Fund Raiser but NONE came to the car washing stuff.

Im hoping I can take some decent pictures so I can put it up on my blog. Its been awhile since I put up any pictures right?? Am Im suppose to be a Photo-philic. hmm.. I feel like Im not doing my part here.. XD
ALso I didn't get to join the photography club due to EXTREME well responses by all the students here. Damn!

Im doing anything for Mahabbah .. So Guess im gonna walk around and take random stupid pictures . I can see the whole thing from my room too!! XD

They say Dafi might come.. But I dont think I can trust that info .. Who cares anyway... ?

3rd of all....
#3 Dirty little secret I wanna share

Its been a LOONNG while since I talk about guys huh? Have I ever??? Oh well ..

so Just the other day.. Sunday .. I went to the Hospital Kuala Lumpur with XX#1. I went there to accompany him to see the doctor. OH MY GEE!!! The hospital was crawling with sick people. Its like being in a sardin can I tell you !! I felt sick just standing next to a person coughing his lungs out.. :O

I was scared I might get infected !! huhu.. T^T But no worries .. Im PERFECTLY fine.. I use the term perfect VERY loosly...

Aigo~~ I feel like going on a date rather than accompany him to see a doctor.. you know why? because .. while waiting for his turn to take the medicine [which took more than 1 hour.. I think ...] I ended up putting my head on his shoulder.. and he put his arm around me.. [nyaaa~]

hahaha.. yea.. that's about it.. I dont want to put in details.. ngeehehe... Oh ya!! I want my sweater back from him!! Just because my sweater is a guy's sweater , everyone wanna borrows it.. ngeh~

Jaa~ MAta AO!! OK .. ko-Q [or as you know it- Kokum] is about to start .. so Im gonna offline now.. and find the person who keeps IM me on facebook.. [the wifi here so socky until you cant even reply an IM on facebook .. Damn ''cool'' right?? NOT!!!]

p/s: I dedicated this song to all of you!! Sarangheyo~


Saturday, August 01, 2009
August 1st!! 3:05 AM

Its the International Friendship Day !!

or at least that is what I think . Is it? o.o?

Its practically 0315am. Yea. Im still up at this late hour . I was planning to do some research on my assignment when I termelencong to come here and blog. Basically im procasinating all over again.. XD

Okay what to talk? seems like everytime I go to my friends' blog they would start of with the same line.. maybe life was too boring for us now?

Ahh.. I just heard about La Salle being shut down because of H1n1. and a lot of other schools too. Scary? I know... Here in KL the haze is ... well.. THICK. I mean, the KLCC seems to be so far away because of all the HAZY weather. Also , Im HATING JEREBU TO THE MAX because...

I've lost my voice. I LITERALLY scream my lung out to get my voice back out. And the result??
Pain in the throat. Once I can hear myself even just a bit, I quickly take the orange stuff you take when you have sore throat. - Lozenges?? think that's it. XP

0332am :: Im out of idea what to write. XD

to Chai ~ Otanjobi Omeedeto Desu!!! ~ live well!! be happy!! may Allah bless you all the way.. :)

to all of my friends.. yea :: Happy friendship day!!!!

dats all .. gonna go get some sleep before doing some hardcore reading tomorrow..

SEJARAH 13 MEI .. owh .. Im gonna fall asleep . hahaha

TO my girls GooD Morning, to the gents .. Nytezzz,,,,, [dat was lame.. pfftss]