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Saturday, September 26, 2009

Everything 2:45 AM

Thursday, September 10, 2009

I Guess this is it.. 1:48 AM

.+*_Letter for you_*+.

So I ~~guess~~ I have been hurting all the people I care so much this week

One turn and I end up in a thorny path.

I forgotten to wish you "Happy birthday"

I didn't tell you Im going out with another person

I havent call to tell what's been going on

Why is it I keep hurting the people I care the most?

All I have been doing is throwing thorns at you

Im too TIRED to say "IM SORRY"

cause I keep repeating my mistakes

and made you cry

will I ever learn how to

take care of someone else's heart??

Can someone teach me..

Cause Im just too bloody stupid

in keeping a relationship

.+*_I am IMPERFECt_*+.

Im the drama queen who wants everything her way

hopes that somebody will keep me safe always

wants to live in a dream

hopes to find her perfect prince

Yeah, Im A daydreamer

I dont say what I really feel

I rarely show what's real

I keep things to myself

I dont like talking about feelings to others

"Do you really love me?"

"Do you trust me?"

Keep asking me that

and you'll end up like my ex-boyfriend

because asking me that

OVER and OVER again is the same as saying

"I DONT TRUST YOU"

Speaking of TRUST

If I trust you, then i'll just let you do anything you want

because I know you wont do anything to betray me

Speaking of BETRAYALS

betrays me once, i'll let you go

betrays me twice, i'll still let you go

betrays me the third time??

You're out of my life

Love?

Im a little too young at mind

too young at heart

to care for somebody else

Im looking for someone who can help me grow

and be patient with my boldness

because I'll do things that will make you

MAD, ANGRY, UPSET

and

BROKEN HEARTED

My stupidness can cause damages all around

My carelessness leads me to the ground

My curiousity leads to trouble

And trouble has a way finding me...

Im IMPERFECT and that's me

I hurt people without knowing

Love me for me, hate me for who Im not

Im IMPERFECT . Im me. So Deal with it.

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That's all the crap I have this hour ..

Okay?

ADIeu~

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Set it straight!! 11:18 PM

I want to set it straight.
I want to stop procasinating
I want to really tackle all those insane subjects down...

Ok.. That's it.. No more procasinating on anything... Its a waste of my time..

Oooo.. tuuung .. Just wake up from your dream girl!!!!...

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I have a list of songs to record for NSA. All the songs I dont even know....
Im thinking of doing KissHug- Aiko cover.. and a twisted YUI - again cover..
Gonna settle with all youtube bussiness ASAP. Then .. Its a full blast studying .. yea... STUDY is the life man... [But i will still stay in NSA.. hehehe :D ]

Oh yea.. And I will find the appropriate time to really talk about all those craxy outing we have later.
Dunno la bila later dia tu kan?? hahha

BTW,
I received my favorite snack food just now. Thanx IZ!! Qeela came upstairs to give it to me.
*munch*munch* LOVE Hello Panda!! >.<

OK im Off to have a date with Giancoli.. Phys.. Circular ... something... and some other stuff..
Owh .. mekanik Static tomoro.. Need to really focus this time. OKAI...

Tungtung Is out of here

NYte! Adieu~