Name: Ahlina a.k.a Athung (tutung) Age: Never really matters Date of Birth:October31 1991 Horoscope Sign: Scorpio
Undefined yet easy to see through I am nothing like you have ever seen BUT might just be an ordinary thing and I love everything that represents Arts,Music,Mystery Right now . Im just like Shikamaru, Everything seems really troublesome and I wanna avoid it!
so today i went for shopping...restocking the house with foods and life supplies...haha i went to SERVAY PUTATAN ... ngehngehngeh
i am supposed to upload pictures ... but... later la i edit oni... hehe
Early morning today - 7.30am I woke up and found i have a message from certain someone asking me to do certain things **you know who you are... not my fault you didn't get to take your laundry... HAHAHA** "jan mara aa~~~" I didn't have breakfast and was forced to leave the house with my hair looking all ugly. heh? watev..like i care... haha then went to the Kepayan's Hiltop Mum have her appointment with Doctor about her cholesterol level JENGJENGJENG! naa... no more seafood... eat only white eggs... hahaha
Morning - 10.10am
x.-**While waiting... my hp DIED[hp glitches!!]. So i switched hp with mum**-..x
After waiting for half an hour... we're done at the clinic!! Finally.... SHOPPING!! food!SWEETS!! Lollipops!!!! the first thing i put into the cart was... ORANGES... the small ones... which i forgot what they're called ... "honey oranges??" then it was the grapes... then the yogurt drinks [YUMMm] i was filling the cart with foods that i want while mum was busy picking out the ginger,chicken all those stuff RAW stuff
After filling the cart with everything necessary.. we went to the cashier and i saw the lollipops.. took 6 and just throw it onto the table.. *note: if you wanna buy something that maybe rejected by your parents...* **put it on the cashier at the last minute... that's what i did** it took more than 15minutes to scan all the stiff we were buying. [Guess you can tell how many stuff we bought]
while waiting [lost track of time... my hp died!!! nice kan??] I met my friend who was working at the well i dunno what store he was working in. But he saw me...[wished he didn't though] the painful part was he poked me. Darn! it hurts!! Luckily my mum didn't saw that or she'll be wondering if i have anything going on with that guy. haha
**he's taken orady okay... haha**
The thing that surprised me was the digits displayed on the cashier's screen... RM470.50 That's TWICE the usual amount we pay. Oh well... not my money... *Inno Smile* Bought some chicken popcorn also at Servay. Sadaaaapppp... rugi if you don't try :D [sorry forgot what store]
Then went to the Pasar... still in Putatan area aa.. bought Veggies Pecal [dunno how to spell that but its veggies+kuah kacang] yeap... that's all
then went home and dats all i did today I on9 the rest of the day *My hp died... that's why* till now and till Im sleepy
That's all from my CrapZone.com Thanx for reading Ah_Lina cheers!!
This is another new release from TOHOSHINKI after Bolero ... My friend told me about it and I thought i wanna share it with all of you...
ENJOY!!!
p/s : I did the romanization on my own... Inform me of any error... My Japanese is not that good so there might be error here and there... :P Leave comments if you wannna....
*Music Video*
*LYRICS*
Romanized Lyrics *Any Error please inform me..*
Everytime Everyday ima dare mo ga survivor Looking for every where kono shicha ni Don't give up
Koko kareta tachiagate hikari sagashite Chansu ni kae yo issho ni Let's try Oh baby let's try!
Kokoro ni One Smile Mitsuketara Shine on me Two Smile Kasanetara Shine on me Sekai kagayaku you ni Smile Smile Ikiru to Survivor
Kimi ga ireba mawari michi demo Not so bad Wasurekaketta taisetsu no mono Remember Hitori de one dekinai koto demo kimochi wo awasete hajimari wa We Can Oh baby we can!
Dokoka ni One Dream Itsu no hikase Still on Two Dream Todokidase Brand new world Dareka wo aisuru you ni Dream Dream Dakishimete kokoro
Kokoro ni One Love Ashita nara So easy Two love Tsunaidara Be Happy Jibun shinjiru you ni Love Love Ikiru to Survivor
Daremo ga survivor Tomo ni yuku survivor Smile and dream now Everybody Everybody night
Kokori ni One Smile Mizuketara Shine on me Two Smile Kasanetara Sekai kagayaku you ni Smile Smile Dakishimete kokoro
Kokoro ni One Love Ashita nara So easy Two love Tsunaidara Be Happy Jibun shinjiru you ni Love Love Ikiru to Survivor
English Lyrics - Survivor *Any error please inform me..*
Everytime, everyday everybody now is a survivor Looking for everywhere In this case, don’t give up
Standing up from here searching for the light Together we have a chance to change, so let’s try oh baby let’s try
With One Smile you find a heart Shine on me Two Smiles that we can join, Shine on me Shine like the world does Smile, Smile Live on Survivor!
Even if you’re going on a u-turn, it’s not so bad remember something important Being alone is too hard We can unite our feelings / thoughts to begin Oh baby we can
Somewhere there’s One Dream With the main aim to Still (going) on Two Dreams for a Brand new world and someone to love Dream Dream Let’s hug
With One Love Tomorrow can be So easy Two Love(s) that we can join to Be happy believe in yourself Love Love Live on Survivor
Everyone is a Survivor Together we are Survivors Smile and dream now Everybody Everybody night
With One Smile you find a heart Shine on me Two Smiles that we can join, Shine like the world does Smile, Smile Let’s hug
With One Love Tomorrow can be So easy Two Love(s) that we can join to Be happy believe in yourself Love Love Live on Survivor!
It was raining the whole day today ... can't connect to the internet... so i watch tv... eat... sleep...
nothing to do nothing happened nada!!
so here what i did...
take pictures!!! well... this was the photos i took from a long time... on a rainy day... :DD the ones i took today didn't came out as i expected so I decided to post this batch instead...
as you can see... i have a lot of books...
okay .. most of them are comic books...
This is my favorite series... i bought the first two series and continue reading the rest of the series on9 hahahaha [save money....]
My Helios Eclipse by Kaoru Collection
My whole collection of Kaoru missing the 143 book i shall add that one later... hihi
okay ... that's all i wanna show today... sorry if I bored ya
I have successfully FAILED ... by one point!!!!!!!
DARN!!
when i looked at the marking he gave me... *STABS!!!*ARROW STABS*
so here's the short/long story...
9am i waited for my tutor to pick me up ... but he didn't show up. So I *my mom* called him just to know he forgotten all about my darn test today.
10.30am The tutor came.. ah! at last! took the first part of the test as soon as the papers were signed. All i have to do was go around the circuit and do all three obstacles for few times.. Easy? Kinda...
11.15am Finished all the three obstacles. Man! Its hot!! My right arm turned darker than the other one.. Need to wear some whitening lotion later on. ha ha. I sat there waiting for the examiner to come back for 15 minutes. When that person finally arrived... "Jam2 sambung" I looked at my watch... 11.15 ... 2pm... that's roughly 3 hours!! What am i supposed to do till then??? So I went to the canteen to buy some cold water... panasbha.. dehydrated already...
11.45am I went back to the waiting place. There's a Chinese girl with her tutor. They were talking in Chinese...?? mandarin...?? hokkien... ?? I can't tell... HA HA... After the tutor *the girl's uncle* left her all alone. I greeted the girl. She was older than me. WAYY older than me but she looked like she just finished high school. HA HA. Both of us was waiting for the QTI to start back again. Nyahaha!! I'm just afraid I'lllose my focus due to the heat and boredom...
12.30pm My tutor came back. He asked whether i have completed my test. HELL NO!!! He told me to go eat but the food was just ... not my cup of tea.. I wasn't feeling that hungry at that time too. Called my dad I'm gonna be late... YEA.... another ONE HOUR and a HALF!! Continued talking to the Chinese girl *Dunno her name* [Percentage of concentration lost : 50% lost due to heat and boredom]
2.30PM Yep! its been a whole THREE hours since i last check my watch... Spend the whole time talking to the girl *still don't know her name* about the test,cars.school,life... yea... BORED LIKE HELL man!! And on top of that... it was Freaking HOT!! Even my water became hot due to weather. Waited another 15 minute for the darn examiner ... and finally!! HE CAME!! [Percentage of concentration left : 65%]
3pm In the car... adjusting everything i need to adjust... everything was in good conditions... I'm just a little nervous about the signals... Its the opposite of kancil's ... OKkkkk... pray,pray.... "StarT" My steering control SUX TO THE MAX... *this was expected...*
everything was fine until i was on the main road... GEAR use - FAILED SIGNAL USE - FAILED
Nothing more was commented after that . UNTIL!!!
I came to a selekoh... I was a little too late to use the break. DARN!! That was the last point!!! The last point that could determine my PASS OR FAIL... The darn examiner told me all the stuff i must "re polished"... As i drove the car back to the waiting point... all i can think of was
"thank you for making me wait for 3 HOURS just to know i failed" "darn! how am i gonna tell my dad about this???" "Shii- one more point??? goddammit!! i was so CLOSE!!! *BLACK AURA*" "Rm200?? will my dad gave me the money?? OMG!!!! HELL NO!!! what am i supposed to do??"
Then i told the tutor i failed. The big boss was there too. He even joked a little to make me feel better. *NOT!* i was thinking of driving the kancil home but the tutor was in a rush so i let him drive it. hehe. I think if i drive the kancil at that time... I'll be speeding beyond limit... MUAHHAHAHA!!!
Im gonna take my JPJ test next month. [Who cares about the QTI ??? S****** la i wanna care right now. MUAHAHHA] Since this month was FULL. Yeah... that time im gonna make the best of it. If i don't get higher than 17 ... Im gonna stop eating lolipop for a whole month ... **Sound unreasonably unreasonable? Im a lolipop addict. Its a torture to do such thing**
and NOW here i am... sitting in front of the computer... cursing the darn day of my failure... *munching the sardine roll* darn.... *pout* one more ... huhu HATE !!!!!!! where's a good DARK CHOCOLATE when you need one... ?? I'm gonna go for a short *VERY SHORT* run after this... oMG!!! ZOMG!! mum just text me... *look unsure/worried/don't care*
TEST!!!! QTI!!!! **another two part stories**
10:20 PM
[Part #1] Dang!!
i have a "pre" drive test tomorrow... i pray for nothing to happened to me like my last driving lesson.. i almost got into accident .. 3 TIMES!!!! pray...pray...pray... yea... that's all im gonna do tonight...
em! gonna do my best... so i wont fail... MUAhahahha!!!
[Part #2] It wont go away... still lingering *just a short one*
This feeling wont go away no matter how hard i want to erase it it will never be it could never be
This feeling is something i could not believe something i could not dare to feel Because it may just be an illusion of an ill soul
This feeling still lingers eventhough you're just my illusion a dream i created with open eyes...
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Valentine's Day!!! ^^V **two part post**
5:18 PM
xX_PART #1_Xx
I can't sleep again tonight. By my watch, its been MORE than 24hours since I had a wink of sleep. What happened to me?? i need to rest!! a long LOOOOOnng rest!! tomorrow i have my weekly driving lesson... GOTTA SLEEP! But how??? I still don't feel sleepy at all...
Ohya!!!
Happy Valentine's day everyone!! Spread the LOVE ya'll
Let me tell you a lil dark secret... Okay... its not a secret anymore since im gonna post it here...
I DISLIKE Vdays...
yea... i dislike Vdays
WHY??
I kinda forgot why. But something bad is bound to happen to me on the day/eve/night before Vdays... varies from -losing my precious treasure -having a problem with people I care -something died i never thought of it until the "bad thing" happened... each February each year each valentine's day
Since?
I forgot... haha...
But hate feeling this sad... and almost emo feeling... It's useless to be emo!!!! USELESS i tell you!
"Is there anyone who can break this darn curse for me?"
the times when i'm with my friends will last forever... ya... i missed those times in school when we're just doing nothing and being just plain
silly and all the time CRAP. haha
I met this one particular person sooner...
somehow this "person" gave my life much more impact than i could ever imagine. If only i met that "person" earlier my whole perspective of life can be change and I would actually worked harder and continue life with more joy and less the "emo" feel.. lol... I wanna know more about that "person". *giggles* [ i'm not emo just emotional.. HAHA!! ]
Last wish?? YOU WISH!! Now I WISH i didn't put just THREE on the title.. haha... Well this my "current" three wishes.. And besides... you can't always have what you wished for...
moving on to my third wish...
i would wish that i get a good result in spm.. haha..
duh~~ what else would i wished for? i hope i can get into University... where? i dunno... still in dilemma about that.. hehe anyone wanna help me? Give me tutoringon this matter? haha...
I really hope my three wishes will come true, Sure it sounds cliche' and stuff... But .. it's my top most wish..[FOR NOW] hihi..
Thats all i wanna crap today... Thank you for visiting My Crap Zone *dot* my...
remember what i wrote on my last post? lyk few hours ago? haha its been rainism all day.... and now.... i am suffering SUFFERING MAN!!
this is what i diagnosed as THE RAIN GLITCHES
I can't THINK!! I can't control my emotions!! waaaa~~~ :'( feel like wanna scream and cry... IM GOING CRAZY~~~ yeah.... CraZY!!! feel like my mind is spinning.... *why the hell did i use pink colors to write this??*
IS THIS NORMAL?????
darn!! My dark chocos!! its GONE!! Oh NO!! My anti-depressant~~~ My "drug".... all of my stocks gone!! who ate my chocos?? huhu..
I think... i need to calm down... and breathe...
"till the morning light shines through my bedroom's window i shall rest my heart,mind, and soul for too much emotions has gone wild in my soul TOO much thoughts running through my mind and my heart is screaming for someone... *who barely exist* yes Till tomorrow come i'll let myself be"
yours truly, Insane Ah_lina this was really my CRAPPIEST post
so many puddle of water+mud around my house... yeay!! lets be 3 years old again!! pull out that yellow rain coat and put on that rain boots!! haha...
i know i wrote RAINISM but im not gonna talk about Rain/Bi/korean artist... im gonna crap about how this rainy day influences me in every way possible....hehe
first of all.. i really,really LOVE rainy days... *well..i used to... back before i have broadband installed in my house. hehe... second of all ... rain gives "statics" to my mood/brain. * i would be either extremely bubbly or extremely talkative..and i keep getting all the urge to sing during a rainy day
fact #3 rainy days makes me go melancholic all of a sudden. I can make my BEST sad,mellow poetry.. thank god i don't go emo .. haha
fact #4 i feel calm just hearing the pitter pats of the rains. MAN! i feel TOO much for rain don't I? hahaha that's the end of my facts about how rain affect me... hehe... :)
that is all ... for today... im gonna upload some of the photoshoot i did during a rainy day in another post... till then...
Adios!! yours truly... Ah_lina this is my crap zone.com
This time i've been tagged by precious Precious.. *just a play on words* hehe
without futher a due.....
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers in their blog. B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz. (Those that are tagged cannot refuse.) C) Continue this game by tagging 8 other people OK.
tags : Surya, Barbara, Maria, meeko, Azu.S... (can't find more people.. this will have to do..hehe)
1.What have you been doing recently? - SuperPosting on most of the people i know on facebook
2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off? - the cell phone has a mind of its own. It can turn off by itself. *lyk haunted this!!*
3.What happened at 10am today? - was playing with the water in the bathroom
4.When did you last cry? - last year..
5.Believe in fate/destiny? - hmm.. im not sure.. i think i can change it..teeheee
6.What do you want in your life now? - Good results for SPM.. loads of $$... i want a big brother
7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood? - most of the time i will be soaking wet in the rain.. no umbrella,no hoodie also..
8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed? - draw, day dreaming, sms-ing, just enjoying my quiet room
9.What bottoms are you wearing now? - khakis
10.What's the nicest things in your inbox? - cute sms from my fren - "you jump from a building, i look down and say... Fuiyoo!! confirm hancur!!!" lol
11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated? - TOTALLY... *im not good in relationships*wink*
12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone? - nopez. wont do that unless EMERGENCIES
13.What was the last movie you caught? - none. i watched taylor swift's love story video on youtube
14.What are you proud of? - my cluelessness? haha.. idk..
15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say? - none. i clean up my inbox just now
16.What was the last song you sang out loud? - Paramore - Misery business
17.Do you have any nicknames? - A LOT!!!
18.What does the newest text say? - something bout me going out with my fren in the near future... lol
19.What time did you go to bed last night? - 2am.
20.Are you currently happy? - hmm.. i dont feel anyhing except boredness right now
21.Who gives you the best advice? - people... who ever la... idk
22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can? - never tried it..
23.Who did you talk on the phone with last night? - none
24.Is something bugging you now? - YES! "what to do tmoro"
25.Who was the last person to make you laugh? - someone i IM recently .. my lucky star.. haha
Yours Truly, Ah_lina is Crapz.com ... <3
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Just my way of saying...
3:11 PM
IM BORED!!!!
i was supposed to have my last drive session with my tutor today. But unfortunately the tutor's car went to where "sick" cars goes to -the workshop- so i don't have anything else to do other than online :D However.. i don't know what to write about so here's my crap words for today
"Everyone smiled at YOU when they saw YOU but not everybody smile whole heartedly Everyone talks to YOU but YOU only listens to few Everyone kept telling YOU facts but not all of them are true This is just few of those things that happens to me and YOU"
whether this is true or not. That depends on your point of view... yessss.... YOUR point of view. Im just writing out what ever that is in my mind
from me... your's truly Ah_lina *this is MY crap zone.com*
Usually.. i will crap in a blog.... Im gonna do the same today too!!
lol
Today i went to my driving class. OH MY GOD!!! i sucks to the max after not touching a car for about a month! The tutor took me to the big road... and GUESS WHAT??? i failed terrible in handling a car!!! owh... i feel really bad for myself. how can i pass the driving test??????? nevermind... i shall car-napped any cars available and try to improve with that. HAHAHAHA
other than my EXTREMELY bad driving... nothing happened today.. yepp this is all from ...