Im lost..Can you help me?

Last Goodbye

2010-12-29T22:54:00.002+08:00

Guess I am not updating much like I use to . When things are not like what they use to be, you move on.

SO I decided to permanently stop blogging . Here in Blogger.com. Not because I hate it or spent to much time on Tumblr but rather because I'm lazy to update. Guess I couldn't even write as much as good .

Few days back I was yelled by my dad and that is not something I wish to share here. But soon after that incident I find myself lost in thoughts and spacing out thinking how life would be better off without me . and all i can think off was to die . to me, depression is a state where you are not only feel totally damaged and despair. Its a state where you starting to feel life isn't worth it. I know what you guys are thinking. "How could getting yelled at could be so destructive" or "geez, she's a cry baby. get over your emo self" and what not. But haven't you heard of like "words can kill" or something? Like verbal bullying or abuse ? And seriously keeping something inside of you for a lifetime is seriously fucked up . its like you are trying to fill the whole house in one tiny bag. Get what I mean ? Everything just burst out when you can't hold it.

and yes. I am terrible at explaining stuff in a way it should be.

Well. Guess that's it. I will put this one blog down . I need time to recollect and putting myself together after this whole depression thing kinda landed on me. Which explains my disappearing act for more than a week on internet.

Tumblr link if you miss me >>> HERE

So long Blogger . So long readers . Nice for you to drop by . :)

Sayonara

semester break sucks!

2010-12-29T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hey guys. I think I am gonna stop blogging in Blogger for good . I rarely update here and more to Tumblr-ing but not really as a blog just looking around for words of wisdom or maybe finding a piece of art that calls out to me.. But nevertheless I would not simply delete this blog . I'll just let it be ..

So , new year is coming soon . 2011. ahh . I never really looked forward to any of celebrations because I'll be alone most of the time. Physically . But Electronically , I do text or call my friends to wish them . Its pathetic really. . you guys understands right? *sigh*

Now I'm gonna conclude my 2010 which only involve me and my one month holiday.

First week :
I go in and out of hospital helping my mum take care of my dad . Though I was only sitting and accompany my dad while my mum went home and freshen up. I did mentioned that my dad was diagnosed with pneumonia right after he finished all his Haji .. right? well , nothing much that first week . except for the fact that I kept doozing off every few minutes due to extreme tiredness. I went to this lady , who happens to be a good massager told me I have a weak heart and get tired easily. Amazingly all her description on my condition was surprisingly accurate.. But I guess I'll let that one info sleep in my mind.

Second week:
after some tiring week of going in and out of hospital . I took on another career path . TOUR GUIDE. This kind of family friend//relative came to visit my dad because all of them are worried about his current condition at that time. Only one person came. Representative i guess?
Hurm . So I took him all the way from Lok Kawi to Likas. He's driving the huge Dmax because dad wont let me drive. So . . . yeah . All I did was showing him another side of KK rather than the malls. Because I kept bringing him to places where he can take good pictures of the city . I should upload the pictures but I guess Im lazy to wait the uploading to finish.

third week:
After the so called relative left Sabah , all I did was ... TOTALLY BORED IN THE HOUSE.
I was stuck in a rut , Wake up. bath. wash clothes. watch tv. clean up the house. and repeat.

Fourth week
technically I am still in my last week of holiday . Christmas has passed and I didn't do anything. I got yelled by my dad which made me decide not to bother anything about him ever again . But then I reconsider, He might die anytime when I am far away from home. So I kept up the goody good two shoes act but I cant help it. I cant fake a smile to someone as him . I am sorry GOD . But I guess my heart is slowly turning into a stone .. That yelling cause me to fall back into depression. so I was kind of full with thoughts over these few days. I couldn't taste my food properly, I can't sleep without totally tiring myself. Totally in despair as if life just not worth the ride anymore. . . See, that's real depression. *cries*

Ok . enough of sappiness.

I still have few more days to bare here. Need new passport picture, buy stuff for the new coming semester. Meet girlfriends before leaving. Hopefully.

the next post would be my last. .
Adieu ~

The last month of 2010

2010-12-05T23:38:00.002+08:00

Hey ho people!!

I am back in Sabah. Land Below the Wind. yeay .

I just finished my exams about two days ago . Not total satisfied but alhamdulliah, I think I manage to answer all papers with a good feeling - I am not gonna fail anything this time!!

Did I just taste blood??? *runs to the bathroom to take a look*

Yeah . It did. Oh well. So much for randomness.

* * * * * * * * * * *

Things that happened.

1. I finished exam
2. I went out yesterday with my friend ACA my ex. it was fun . and full of stupidity if I may say so .
3. I came back to Sabah after a long 3 months.
4. Upon arrival, my uncle picked me up to take me to the hospital. HQE.
5. Seems like my dad has been admitted under CFC with Underlaying pneumonia..
6. had to reaarrange few stuff in house due to my mother's absence here.
7. Cousins and uncle is staying with me to help with the chores and taking care of my dad.
8. I didn't get to seat next to me beau just now on the flight. I love you still though :)
9. I have nothing much to say now.
10. So I am off to bed. :)

Gudnight everyone!!

Its like a mountain to bear..

2010-10-18T17:03:00.002+08:00

I have finished watching K-ON!! season one and two !! It was fun to watch go try !! :)

--Hey people.. *insert some LOOOOOOONG TIRED sigh here*

It must have been like a month since my last update nee?
Geez, if only you guys know the amount of work load I am having in the past few weeks. With all the quizzes, tests, and assignments. not forgetting the presentations we have to prepare for .

Hurm . Lets review. My etika presentation was a total freak show. Why? It all started with a group from the other courses in the class . They were talking about ethics in medical field.. which was the same as my group's presentation. hurm .. long story short, the presentation slide looks weird on the screen with all the letters were close to each other with no space and hard to read. We kinda blurted out anything we think we knew about the topics. argh . We shouldn't do the presentation that day . haha .

Then moving on . We have this short field trip to a Surveying Firm, FELDA. We were supposed to interview this En.Ghafar but didn't quite do it well too . Just asked about the stuff needed in the assignment and left. haahaa.

Bottom line story is .. Be well prepared the next time COMMUNICATION-related assignment is up .

Life here is boring as hell . Urgh everyday is like .. "Study for this test tomorrow" or "we got to finish this assignment tonight" ... Im tired just hearing all the test and quizzes the lecturers prepared for us here. Ouh . I have this mechanics of materials quiz tomorrow . Did I mentioned I did terribly bad on the quiz and test?? Geez. Hate that subject now. Gotta prepare for the exam which is in another two weeks!! ! OMO!!!

SO .. here is the main point of this post .

I WANT PEOPLE TO AUDITION FOR MY PROJECT .

I need around 7 people . Please recommend your friends who is doing dubbing to this project. Its only one shot. so .. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEE

All the information needed is in the video and the description box . :)
Do visit my page in Youtube.

That's all I think . Tired now . Gotta go study after doing the laundry later. :(
Adios minna!

--CyWr

2010-10-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

5th October 2010 *late post*

Well .. a lot had happened today . Our campus had organized an Eid luncheon for all the UTM students. It was fun . With the short performances and great foods. Too bad I didn’t go. I wanted to go but my other friends decided that it was much more fun to go back to hostel and rest.

I went wondering around campus while waiting for the event to start off. I put my YUI playlist on shuffle while walking without any purpose. Sounds so mo-moish right? Haha. Well kinda . Sort of . Maybe?

So I found out where was the store and equipment room were. Also I found the architecture’s atelier . I saw a lot of interesting stuff but I didn’t have the guts to go in because I saw few, maybe, first year students inside..

Which reminds me. . . There is this one VERY CUTE Sarawakian boy , junior of course, that we thought was a bit of a shy person . He didn’t look at any of us , namely me and rysa whenever he bump in to us. So just now, when I saw him , unexpectedly, I said Hello to him . and to my – US – surprise he hello-ed me back !! WooHoo! Is it a sign that he is opening up to me ? I mean , he is shy ..Its kinda bikin geram to see him like that. I wish he was a bit more friendly and I intend to make it so .

Second thing which happened was during the ride back to hostel this evening. Bubu, one of my coursemate, asked for Duit Raya from me . It was a joke . He was putting his hand out in front of me. So Instinctively I gave him a quick pass. His friends and him were shocked. When I looked back at them, with the weird shocked face, I immediately feel guilty.  Not satisfied with the situation, I asked Bubu why did they made those shocked expression. He didn’t say anything . But Hakim told me that he is not used to being touch by girls. Once again I feel that icky feeling in my stomach .

OMG!! IM SO SORRY !! I HONESTLY DIDN’T KNOW THAT!!!!! !!! BIG SINCERE APOLOGIZES FROM ME!!

And just now. I went down to friend my boyfriend to go to eat dinner. But along the way to the flat, we were joking about eating KFC. I joked around and dare him, if he can stop a taxi in 2minutes I will treat him just that. OMG! A taxi stopped right in front of me as I finished saying it to him!! And we went to KFC. In my normal baju rumah as u say it. Haha . But it was fun . I get to spend some quality time with him eventhough it was short .
Everything happened today was really unexpected . I was a little bit mo-mo-ish earlier today . But thanks to these people , they made me smile . Especially him . 
Oh . and I am really REALLY sorry about that pass just now Bubu!!!
Laughing and smilling ,

Ah_Lin CyRw™©

Missing you :/

2010-09-24T23:06:00.000+08:00

I miss YOU

the 24-hours texting

the late night calls

holding hands

your hands around me

I miss being with you

I miss US

the laughter

the long list of things we want to do

but never done it once

talking about dreams

sitting around just spending times together

I miss our times together

I miss MYSELF

laughing with all of you

getting on everyone's nerve

with all the stupidity that I have

I miss being with everyone

Because its only with all of you

did I only feel alive.

So lets meet up again soon ! :P

Love letter :)

2010-09-22T02:43:00.001+08:00

What did I gain from being with you?

Love, happiness , joy and security.

The things I have longed from my past. You made me smile from the heart. I’m just happy to know that you are even thinking of me. I laughed so much when I am with you even though it was only a short meaningless conversation. You made my eyes go teary every time you did such small things that you didn’t even knew affects me.

Yes. You are the one person I never thought I need until the day I realized you were the first person to make me feel happy. I never felt more alive when I am with you than anyone else.

Love you always,

your love

First Day Raya

2010-09-10T23:42:00.002+08:00

Holla people! How was your first day of Raya? Was it any fun ? I hope so . :) Because I am wishing that someone out there is having more fun than me . For the first time since AGES of no rantings about my feelings... Here is my first day of raya celebration goes ..

WARNINGS! NO PICTURES!

Wake up early . Helped mum prepare foods. Met with Grandma. Went to the Graveyard. bla bla bla. Usual stuff . My dad's younger brother was the first to come over and brought his family . The other relatives were at Grandma's house next door. You can just hear all the fireworks, laughters and all sorts of noises from my Grandma's house. This is my typical average First Day celebration . Every year its the same all ruts.

What I am pissed off here is that .. the whole family excluding my family and my uncle's family who were sitting talking in the living room weren't invited to take the BOG family photo! WTF man?? Geez , have a heart would ya? I mean you can just shout form Grandma's house and call us over. Instead they leave us out . Yeah . I was sulking and pretty upset with that. Isolated . Isolation. URGH . Yes I am angry, FURIOUS at that.

Whatever .. so after that all of them went to my house as my uncle went home. Yeah, they were so many of them, the house could not fit them all . So I tried talking to some of my cousins or whatever their "pangkat" is to me. But none of them were nice enough. Everyone was talking to each other. Kids were running around the house. The elders were talking among themselves. The teenagers mingled around. And there's me, just sitting around in the crowd.. Trying to see if anyone would care to have a chat with me. Blegh . I don't hate crowds. Sometimes it makes me nervous if I can;t find someone to talk to and end up hyperventilating all of a sudden .

So my savior for the day was Rie . I thank God from the bottom of my heart that he came with ziezie, his sister.. They actually made my day a little less suffocating. Uncle Juti also came. He is a friend of my dad's. A regular visitor on the first day of raya . hehe . He gave me a little green box as a present. Its a handy box , might be useful in the future. He even played guitar for me. He was in a band in his younger days. I might just ask him to teach me to play , the next time he come to visit. SOON please . :P

So Rie and Zie2 came and stayed until one o'clock. I had fun having them as my guests. Talking craps, eating .. Thanx for coming guys! Sayang kamu sebab datang. hehe :)

At night, just few hours ago. I went to my dad's elder sisters' houses at Putatan. Wanted to take pictures of my little nieces and nephews. They are adorable and dangerous I might say . Haha. Seeing all the little children playing and just make the effort of spending time with you was unforgettable. I love my nieces and nephews, they are all very talented not to mention, smart and extroverts. hehe . Brings smile to my face.

That's all . BTW, have you guys seen my boyfriend anywhere?? The texts I sent wasn't delivered the whole day . He didn't even text me . URGH . I'm sad now. not just because he didn't text me or even bother to tell me anything. He is at camp, so I presumed that he would be busy . I am sad because I think I just lost any traces of self-confidence in my self in interacting with my cousins. I feel left out, isolated . . yada yada yada.

I am in emo mood now. Ignore.

Ok, tomorrow I will be going back to Beaufort and maybe stay overnight . I wonder if my dad lets me drive tomorrow. haha. Usually I drive halfway to Beaufort and another halfway back to KK .

Aites people. I wanna sleep now because I need to get up early in the morning.

Happy Hari Raya !!

IN ADVANCE!!

2010-09-08T23:13:00.004+08:00

Hey ho People. !! Its me again

The announcement has been made. its on Friday !! In advance, Im saying

HAPPY CELEBRATING HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.

honestly. If I can count the deeds I have made during this fasting month, I would say I did very little. yeah. Bak kata org , puasa kosong. haha . So the preparations so Eid is .. as usual,
mum did all the things by herself. By the time I came back home the other day, she has already finish making all the kuih muih .

I might as well pun on last's year's garments. Because my tailor had not finish sewing my clothes for raya . Mum told me to buy some of those ready made baju kurung or kebaya.
But I am very VERY cerewet la org cakap dalam bab2 pilih kain. Apparently non of the ready made clothes fits my body and my taste. Colour nda ngam lah, cutting dia x ngam la, komen kain dia nda tidak berkualiti. Yeah, I am that picky in choosing baju kurung or simple pilih kain . Hehe . So I rather wear something I feel good in than those expensive-good-for-nothing ready made. No offense, but the store I went had some weird collections. Nice , but not for me.

Another thing before raya is that, I have cut my hair. And amazingly, Ah Fung, the hairstylist, made it look like YUI's hair. Here's a picture of YUI during her short hair days..

Well , it does have the resemblances. hehe . Anyways. I can't cut my hair other than JD because every time I cut my hair somewhere else, My hair ended up looking like.. BLEGH .
So .. 3 cheers for JD for being my number one stop for hair cutting. hehe . I have YUI hair. haha . Im glotting .

SO .. what else do I need to talk about here... ?

Erm .I got a lot of houseworks to do tomorrow, so Im guessing I can't be online as much during this first week of raya . Ouh . I have to go to library and search some materials on Professional Ethics' assignment. Next week lah . HUrm .. Yeah . I think That's about it .

Nothing much to say when You are just wasting your time doing nothing . :(

Sad life? I know right??

Haha . Ok till next post. Adieu minna!!

Not an Avid blogger

2010-09-07T14:11:00.002+08:00

Hey yo people.

Im sorry I am not such an avid blogger. But I just caught up with Tumblring that I have forgotten to update my blogger.

Sorry . I am M.I.A from facebook and blogger awhile. :D

BTW. if any of the 2DDA read this . Help me?

3 tajuk yg Puan Jasmin bagi hari tu untuk Folio ka presentation ??

*praying someone to answer me*

U guys balas la d FB . since i Know my navigations - the words yg ada right next to this box, no one yg notice. haha. .

Till I got time to pour my rantings and cravings down on this dusty blog of mine,

ADIEu!

Windows se7en Tweaks

2010-08-27T02:39:00.003+08:00

Hey people!! Guess what?? I have just started to explore Wins.7 eventhough I have had it for a long time. So I checked up on the Tweaks on windows7 and it was awesome!! :)
Basically it just made my day . I got a moving wallpaper as a desktop background!!

YES. I AM GLOTTING for something so OLD.

So ... I am sharing this info .. But no credit goes to me . I thank Windowsclub.com for all the info I'm sharing here.

If you think this is OLD NEWS.. leave this page immediately and save the lecture for someone who cares. I told ya already, I have JUST STARTED to explore windows7 .

Nah , I am not gonna do a tutorial on every tweaks.. but here are some awesome tweaks I found. (click on the links you desire to read)

How to change your Logon screen's Background in Windows 7

Customize or Change your folder backgrounds in Windows 7

How to enable Dreamscene in Windows7

~ A little extra info for those who didn't know what dreamscene is. Its a program that enable you to use .wmv files as your desktop background. You can have a moving background !! :D And if you can't use the application, simply do these steps .

go to Control Panel
Click Perfomance and Tool
Check the "Show translucent rectangle "
Apply and set any .wmv files as your desktop background!!

So this is a direct link to the Mastermind behind all my tweaks . He is awesome for creating such fun tools. Do visit his own blog . Kishan Bagaria

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OH! I almost forgot to mention that I have also found
some of my friends' blogs on blogger!!
specifically,
the DDA students. 3rd and 2nd year.
I have no idea who the juniors are
haha

So here are few links.

If any of DDA-ians happened to found this page,
leave your links in my message box
(click "all this time")

Hakim
http://keyme91.blogspot.com/

Fitri
http://khairulfitri-menome.blogspot.com/

Khai
http://khairulkamisan.blogspot.com/

Dooya
http://ilovecheesedooya.blogspot.com/

Memek
http://amirulbaharudin.blogspot.com/

Semester Break!

2010-08-26T00:42:00.000+08:00

Being a 2nd year student is insignificant because if I do not change or achieve anything more than last year. It will all be the same. Don't you think so ?

So semester break is around the corner and so is Raya. Wee.. Holidays. Tomorrow, I have Mech of Fluid and Ukur test. Yet, I have only studied .. none? haha

God Bless me Tomorrow. Don't be too harsh on me test.

Yeah , basically that's all I can write at this moment. Hehe. Study laaa.

I'll back to blogging on blogger when I'm back to KK. Promise. :)

Good Night
Oyasumi
Adieu desweet~~

P/s: Follow me on Tumblr!! :) Just advertising myself.

So far , still nothing .

2010-07-30T01:41:00.003+08:00

Hey Hey readers !

OMG ! Its been like ages since I post an update for my blogger. Guess life , MY life is as its usual self. BORING and DULL . TRULLY BORING AND DULL .

I love my beau . Muah Muah darling. I can't believe we have been together for one year!! well , in another one week . So , I wanted to solely dedicate this post for us , you , you and yeah you again but I'll do that in another post.

Back into the life of a student. Nothing really changed. I have the same goal. A tad different attitude and well different mind set. But I'm not a believer of myself . I keep seeing myself NOT achieving stuff and so on . URGH . Being emo comes naturally to me . Being totally gay too . :P I want to change but somehow everything just went back to square one EVERY TIME . Parents are being nuisance with the constant calls but I'm gonna cut them some slack . Parents. All of them do stuff we can't comprehend in our teenage brain .

ALSO

Im sorry to hear one of my friend's mother, Ika, is having a hard time right now. I didn't even know about it . I hope you stay strong with the current situation . Pray hard, God is always good. Allah will help you , your family and your mother . I'll pray for the best for your mum, hope she's get well soon . Stay strong babe.

Hurmmmm ... What else do I want to say here?????

Oh , my tumblr is on the slow-motion now. Since the internet is freaking uber ugly slow, i can't load much on tumblr. Hate that. URGH . But thank you to all followers who stayed with me through my absences. I do reblog some of the nice quotes and pictures when I have the time. I just doesn't have much time to do my own pictures/quotes and all . *sigh* I miss my lazy days . :P

YOUTUBE!! awesomely I have another few subscribers! Haha . It brings smile to my face to receive new subscriptions. I'm gonna post up me covering Justin Bieber's Baby song when I have the time to upload the video to Youtube. First , I might have to ask permission from Laura from youtube who provide the instrumental. Thank God I have her Formspring .
I shall ask later. :D Hurm . I wanted to post my own cover for Stereopony's I do It too. but I lost the mp3 for it! ! ! X.X *dies* oh wells .. adn I need a new mic-set so I can continue singing!!! hahaha. I'll wait for the money to drop from the sky before I buy these unnecessary things.

Hurm . Its 2:00AM . Im fasting tomorrow. Waking up on 5:00AM sharp. Im gonna eat maggi . TWO PACKETS . coz I know I'll be hungry tomorrow. hehhee. My boyfriend is MIA from our text-parade. Nyuuuu .. I wanna SPAM his inbox after finishing this post. HAHA

Ok people . I guess That's long enough . I bet if you really follow my blog , I keep writing the same stuff over and over. I'm not satisfied with this. My life is a stupid - very useless -rut. I need more excitement in my life. Maybe I should see ordinary things in more fun way . I must enjoy my life ba juga kan ??

WEll, adieu minna-san!!

And my Holiday ended ...

2010-07-09T22:20:00.002+08:00

this last week of my holiday I have accomplish few things. . .

1. Totally nailed YUI's intro for To Mother on guitar.
2. Watch eclipse with Xiera
3. At least met Tasha
4. Get that SPM sijil after a long time
5. Able to wear that new purple skirt I bought like two months ago . =.="
~~6. took nude pictures of myself. O.O! Kidding!!~~
7. Played full song of Hey there Delilah on guitar . Eventhough it was one strum at a time. lolx.
At least I remembered the whole chords!! >.<'
8. Able to pack my clothes all in one luggage. But have to put my shoes in other boxes. The towels in another luggage with all the crackers. And I do have a teddy bear to hug during the flight . zOMG!! 4 luggage!! ish3 . I took a lot of stuff back here. miooww
9. able to get 36 followers before I head back to KL
10. Upload pictures on flickr.

Guess that's it . Im so exited to go back to my college and I frigging don't know why . Maybe it's because I'll see new faces... or I get to socialize again ?? or maybe its because I get to see my dear dear baby over there. Woots to all reasons!!!

Ok then people!! Gotta sleep in early !

I got big day coming for me tomorrow !!

Ouh .. Im excited I think I can't sleep??? lololozzzz Love it !!!

FIFA 2010 SEMI FINAL : GER vs SPN

2010-07-08T04:27:00.002+08:00

Ah ... Poor Germany .. 1-0 with Spain . Im in mourning mood . And If you can see my status in Facebook I'm on a status fight with my own BF . wakkaka .

He's a Spain Fan and Im on Germany side. Lolz .

I HAVE BECOME ACTIVE ON FACEBOOK AGAIN!!

So .. yeah . we're enemies tonight . Spain has finally entered Finals . First time is it? Ok I'm no good in FIFA WC history . My dad is . haha. DAMN it!! Spain won .

To Philip Lahm and Germany . You put up a good game. Though not so much pressure was put on Spain . Urgh . I wish Muller was out there tonight. Bet it could made a slight difference. But my heart saying NO. T.T

Ok .. Im back on my fight with my bf. haha. See you guys laters.

P/s:: I'm having a date with Xiera tomorrow and we gonna mourn together! Right soulmate?

BLogging

2010-07-06T20:22:00.002+08:00

Woot!! Im back on Blogger people!

Well for this little while ..

So ... My previous post , I said I was learning guitar? Yes? Have you read it? No?
SO .. so .. soo... Im still suck at it . lolz.

Im here to update... that when I opened up my bloger dashboard all I see was ...

OMG its been a long time since I havent post anything here or

I havent been in the mood of blogging this few days ..

Hahaha . Me too . Well . Short update! I updated my youtube! so .. yeah here's my link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXs4vzQEweo

yeah . Now . I have a mission . I want to make a video me making weird stuff or doing weird stuff . This time . I WILL DO IT > . < hahahaha

Holiday is coming to an END!!

2010-07-05T00:10:00.004+08:00

O_O!!!!!

Yeah , its coming to an end . Holiday . Yet, I have accomplish so little in 3 weeks of my holiday .

Hurm . I found my picture in Flickr few days ago . Gosh I looked ugly in that makeup and that curly hair . meyyhh .. Moving on . I have proudly finished my Lonely In Gorgeous Dub . and I have tried singing and playing guitar with Justin Bieber's Baby . But .. It was as Epic Failure. Hurm . Furthermore to my days of boredom... Urm.. Yeah .. New !! I got myself a guitar so I can learn to play it!! Songs I can play - But horribly of course, I still can't press the strings correctly . =.=

I'm Practicing

Plain White T - Hey there Delilah Michelle Branch - Everywhere Yui - Tokyo and I know B.O.B feat Hayley - Airplanes

I'm super Noob at guitar playing . REALLY !! I should make a random video about it so I can laugh at it . lolz

As we all know, holiday is coming to an end in One week starting tomorrow. Cleaning Up my closet, getting ready for new semester, and yeah figure out what style I'm gonna be bringing this new age. teehee. I have a lot of clothes. Seriously . My closet can't fit them all. I want to collect boots and heels. The Unique//Vintage//Old school style . Though I'm probably wont be wearing them that much if I have it . Like that 2 inch heel I bought. Which end up as a gift to my cousin. hahaha.

Me + Heels = Fall down!!

3 weeks staying home and 56 - 67 % of doing nothing still have brought no changes on my weight. Stopped at 45kg. I guess I can live with that. I have increase my weight by 3 Kg !! And I still looked like a kayu . bleghhh ..

Hurm .. Since classes gonna start, I won't be online much . I have strictly limited myself to 2-3 hours of internet surfing - mainly being in tumblr and youtube. My Formspring is a total ghost Website.. But Keeping it . :P I Love Tumblr!! Don't you?? If I want dslr, I want a 3 headed pointer. YEAH !!

And Im hungry now. Urgh .That's all for now .

Well, off to have munchies!!!

Clouds!!

2010-06-25T21:25:00.003+08:00

I did the drawing when I was back in Early high school. I think around Form 3?
I just love my bedroom wall !! haha..

Father's day.

2010-06-20T11:17:00.003+08:00

Nothing is worth doing today . Basically today I am being emo,morbid and demented. Reasons?

Father's Day . I can't find a single thing I can be thankful to him. Everything just went dead after Form3. Yeah . I don't really have a relationship with my own dad.

I laughed at his lame jokes , I shake hands with him, I try so hard with every muscle in my body not to shout and scream at him just to be label as "The goodie good two shoes girl"

Get your facts right . I take it to the heart what you said back then and its something you can't just take it back . My life would be a much happier place if you had never told me that. For the important things which you didn't tell me, go to hell with it . I knew it exactly in the age of 5. Everyone else laid out all the truths to me, why can't you? Sometimes I just don't get it. All the promises you gave was nothing more than words spoken to the wind. That's why I have given up on believing anything you said you would do . Maybe I am selfish this way and GOD knows I am very sinful for this. I prayed for my heart to be open up to accept all the things I just said but I couldn't. I still have 88.9% of hatred to this man who brought me up through all my 18years+ of life.. Love was never there. You were only figure which I am scared to be with. Sorry for the harsh words that I throw at you in this blog. But nevertheless, I am scared at you rather than love you. That's how you have made me seen love at the first time. And I thank you my friends for making me realizes that was not how love suppose to be. You gave me things that you never had the chances to get. But have you ever realizes just how much of those things you wanted wasn't even on my list. You are using me to achieve what you can't long ago. I am me, not you. Never EVER compare me to anyone because I am me, and I have my own ways. That's why I am trying my best not to stereotype anyone at most times. I don't want to be a hypocrite. May I say it? You raised me to be the good daughter every parents would want, but you failed to raise my heart as good as you molded my ethics and behavior .

To my dad, Happy Father's Day .

NO FACEBOOK!!

2010-06-19T21:34:00.002+08:00

To my dear,dear friends and darlings...

I here by announce officially, my facebook account has been DELETED. repeat. DELETED.
I will be on my blogs,

Blogspot
Tumblr

So do take note on that. Do contact me by cellphone. I will reply to you guys ASAP when I get your messages and all. OK . that is all .

P/s: I will upload the pictures from our short Re-U// IU-Day once I transferred it to my lappy. :)

2010-06-16T11:58:00.000+08:00

Ok . I am feeling blue, black, and red. What does that suppose to mean? Figure it out yourself. But what I am about to do is extremely .. WEIRD

I shall go out later this afternoon, buy a tutu-skirt, Leggings, and new t-shirt and have a transformation. yeah. I'm just gonna spoil myself today.. *supposed to be laughing because of the stupidity but I don't feel like it*

And.. yeah, that's all. Gonna crash over Surya's place and give her a heart attack .

Till then, Adieu !

2010-06-16T11:46:00.000+08:00

There is too much I wanted to tell you after yesterday. I wanted to tell you how frustrated I was, how much pain did it did to my heart, how I had to cry myself to sleep last night. Even though we were talking to each other, I can't tell you. Because what I will say to you will hurt you more than it will hurt me. To see you get upset because of me will hurt me just equally. So I'll just stay quiet while you have fun with your friends. This is a pain I'll go through alone. When I am ready to face the facts. The fact that I really do need to tell you these thoughts of mine, I'll tell you. But for now, I'll stay quiet and bury it inside of me.

2010-06-12T13:12:00.005+08:00

Well .. Another test is coming on monday .

The awesome delayed TEST 1!!

And did I studied?? Hella haven't . No surprise. But .. I will soon . And this time I am gonna work my way HARD to actually answer everything correct. Because my Test 2 suX like yeah. Which reminds me. I saw this scene in a Korean movie . Where the teachers told the student to always say this one phrase before starting an mathematical involve exam.

"I WILL NOT MAKE ANY MISTAKES"

I did that during my mechanics of dynamics exam and I passed!! PASS .. Not that I didn't do any mistakes but at least I passed it ..Since my subject are mostly calculations I did that to every other paper, and I passed every one of them. But I forgot to do that during my calculus exam and I failed?? DARN IT Superstitious much??? lolz.

Well, I am going to sleep over at Surya's place tonight . Maybe . IDK . I'm waiting for the any sign of her replying me.. She went to PJ with her friend.. Waiting for her to come back .

And Mimich already back to KK . I envy her. YES! haha. I wanna go back . I wanna travel back using AirBus!! Boeing triple 7?? err.. I forgot .. *google it* yeah the triple 7 Boeing!!

moving on to heavier [much more crapier] topic

My headset is DEAD as those people underground. Not working at all just when I think Im gonna record something . damn . URGH . OK . got test and exams . Maybe its good. haha .

Well enough of me crapping here. lolz.

Adieu

Eat more!

2010-06-10T14:50:00.003+08:00

Yeah .. i need to eat more. I should not be picky about food here but can you blame me for not having a variety of foods to choose from ?? Everyday would be Nasi Goreng this, Nasi Goreng that... I'm trying to gain weight, NOT cholesterol or heart diseases.. Gaining weight through the healthy way . But McD, KFC, Pizza and all that is still gonna be in my list of foods. hahahaha!! Besides, boring la mau makan nasi goreng jak ari2. Matai la sia. High blood pressure at the end of the day. haha

So this is what happened during lunch today . All the guys [I am the only girl in the class sadly] were ordering Chicken Chop, some Beef Chop? . When the food came to our table, all the guys were eating the big chunk of chicken and beef.. while I only managed to get myself some white rice and a small chunk of fish . Ikan rebus!!

don't blame me carving for it,KL is not a place where you can eat fish everyday without paying a ridiculous price.. for one small fish!
Well, its a decent fish from the sea and not just Ikan keli or other Ikan air tawar.. bleghh that . kinda hate it due to bad experience and bad cooking . haha.

Back to the story.. When I returned to the table, all the boys were staring at my food . "I am NOT dieting!!" . I actually shout it out . O_O . I was still full from my breakfast , which I took only two hours before. I just gotta let it out here and state I AM NOT ON DIET . I just ran out of foods I want to eat. Roti canai sound nice right now. Blegh , constant hunger! I'm a vampire! :P

Well .. I have decided few things to ensure I can gain weight.
1. eat more meat and chicken . Eventhough it wont be that tasty like KFC
2. Eat McD more? nah .. sticking to eating more rice. better. healthier.
3. Eat 3 meals per day . And take snacks in between.
4. Take more chocolate. Teehee. But need to brush teeth even more often ! :P

I wish there are articles about Gaining Weight featured on Yahoo . Right cassie?? we people need that. hahaha . But I really think you gonna gain more weight in aussie. jk .. kinda.. teehee :P

That's about it for today's life update. Just finished two chunks of kit kat and now I'm gonna take a nap now...

But before I go .. here's a shout out to Shazreen!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! Have a great day today because it's YOUR special day!! May God always be with you. . . c:

Sorry I crashed your cake. hehe

What do Boys really like in a girl???

2010-06-09T16:35:00.003+08:00

What do Boys really like in a girl???

To girls out there who still thinks that guys loves Skinny-type of girls and all that crap. Get Your facts right!! Major facts girls get wrong about!!

1. Boys actually would really like a girl with some meat on them.

Yes.Yes. Just because boys constantly looking skinny girls wearing some hot sexy apparel doesn’t mean they like them. I personally think that they was just looking at their appearance. Hot sexy! Who wouldn’t look? haha. Even I look. Too skinny is [to them] are YUCKY.

2. Boys prefer girls who eats

What? What are you doing just ordering nuggets at McD while you are actually starving?? Be done with the DIET excuse! Go buy that Double Cheese Burger you want! Boys likes to eat and enjoy food!! Seeing a girl who is not ashamed to eat whatever she likes is something interesting. Besides, seeing you eating only salad while he’s stuffing he’s face with that Big Mc, is kinda weird and he would feel sorry for you. “Why is she’s eating so little? Is she’s saving money??” - well that was what one of my boys told me. BUT do behave like a girl !! Don’t over do it, trying to be one of the guys and start stuffing foods like he does. [IF he does it]

3. Boys prefer girls with high heels and all dress up??

Depends on the Boy’s likings. But from my own experience, Boys likes a girl who can dress up nicely and accordingly. Not to much, but something nice. FOOTWEAR - If you thought putting up with 3-inch high heels would impress him, think again. He would be annoyed everytime you stopped him because your heels are hurting you. I personally suggest you to put on sneakers as that would be comfortable to walk in. CLOTHES - Boys loves to see a girl wearing a mini skirt and those hot tops . Yes they do. But if your not comfortable wearing it, he would be uncomfortable seeing you in it too. well. the point is, wear something you are comfortable in, and not trying to impress them with the outrageous looks. If he doesn’t like you, he doesn’t like you. No matter what you put on.

4. Just because they are the GUYS ..

doesn’t mean it would always be them to do the first move, pay the bills, drive you around. You can do it to you know? I think sometimes even the Boys are tired of being the one doing all of that. We need to share the suffering of the boys are having too. Who’s with me? No one? oh wells..

Well I think that’s the few MAJOR facts I can get around on this one shot post. If a girl ever come up to me and say “Im afraid he thinks im fat!!” or “Should I wear something sexy to get his eyes??” I’ll throw my pillow at you. Seriously.

P/s: for the boys who read this post, you have every right to agree and disagree anything I said just now. If you think its not true, reblog with the real facts.. ?

Ctrl+C,Ctrl+V from my tumblr.

signing off,

tung

ADIEU!

Tumblr

2010-06-07T22:36:00.004+08:00

Do click on the link to see what I have post in tumblr. I Usually post quotation , reblogged or I have done my own typography or random short updates on daily life. Im not neglecting my blogger ..

So here are so of my own short kinda typography . These quotation are mine unless I mention otherwise. Just posting up words is good but guess i wanna be extravaganza kind of girl . haha

Expressingwithwords.tumblr. Expressingwithwords.tumblr.Expressingwithwords.tumblr.

Gonna make more of these soon!! OMGee I should be studying but really its just stuDYING. so I'll get back on that right after midnight. hehe .

Thanx for dropping by

.Expressingwithwords.tumblr.

2010-06-05T18:13:00.001+08:00

Cute pictures found on tumblr ~~ Love it !! hahaha .. im doing of the late.

WElll ... off to bath dinner sleep .. then its studying time for good .!!

Wish me luck ei !

Youtube!

2010-06-05T17:12:00.001+08:00

Posted me myself singing without any music in the background.

Little Wonders by Rob Thomas.

Do love me back by subscribing??

:PP

Epic failure! But I want to kill the time , gotta do what a girl gotta do ne?

Ok outz till next week . But Im still stalking all of you guys . hehe .

Love you people, Keep in touch ,

TEST and EXAMS are now starting . Hate it but gotta live with it .

ADIEU ~~

PIANIST NEEDED PLEASE

2010-06-05T01:22:00.001+08:00

I need a pianist for my next cover on youtube . pLease Please help me? hehe

Song : To Mother
Artist : YUI .

Anyone up for a try ?

Lame

2010-06-04T18:10:00.003+08:00

Everything is uber boring for me nowadays . hurmm .. > <*

So I decided to make some plans .

Plan A : Watch Anime.

Im almost done with naruto shippuden's series .. and im trying to download the movie as well . Well, I can't really say "trying" ... Wanting to download to movie is more like it .. Nyah , I want my bf do it for me . Im lazy. :D Life will be easier . Now that i mentioned him, He's been really ignoring my texts these few days . =.=*
I secretly thinks that im turning into Shikamaru . Everything seems ... troublesome .
The constant calls from parents asking ridiculously same questions everyday . haiya . leave me some space to breathe why dont cha? ya da ya da ..

Plan B : Getting rid of unnecessary.
OK now .. let see . Not logging in to FB seems nothing . haha . Don't really care much about it now though . I just happens to be interested in making lame quotes in my Tumblr and blog-stalking everyone . haha . [Im a potentially dangerous Internet stalker . So beware of that! >:) ]

Plan C: Gaining weight. =.=
My plans on gaining some weight? Not working. None of the food can make me hungry enough to eat. Same food everyday . Eggs. Rice. ya . that's about it . Haha . Im picky nowadays . And I have no idea where did this biceps came from . I don't even go to gym as much as I do last semester.

Plan D : Youtube Link Flood .
Well .. I have few projects to finish . Spica by Miku was totally abandoned due to the fact I can't sing the chorus just right . Then there is this Toeto Youtube's Chorus thing that I've been wanting to participate.. Not gonna upload it until that thing really went official . haha .
And I have sent my Chobit's Let me be with you to another Youtube Chorus like project. Its basically just gathering some people singing the same songs . That's all .

And I am thinking off doing a cover on She was Mine by AJ Rafael & Jesse Barrera . I have terrible English singing pronunciation . lolz . I can't singing much now after the terrible cough too . urgh .. Nothing in my plans seems worth my time anymore.

Plan E : Get a 4 flat in my subject.
The only option left for me to kill off this boredom of mine . haha .

guess Im just a bored person . nyaaaaaaaaaaa~~ Suman na people bored you with my totally boring blog posts and lame quotes in Tumblr. huu ..

that's all !! Bye Bye!!

P/s: Do you know I have changed my tumblr's link ?? it is now ..
expressingwithwords.tumblr.com

Sickness Requiem

2010-05-29T11:04:00.000+08:00

haha . Lame title for daily blog review. Lolz.

Before I rant my daily sickness diary , I wanna say this again .

I have DEACTIVATE [not delete] my FACEBOOK , FORMSPRING, MYSPACE.

the only thing I keep alive is my Tumblr and blogger . that's all . On with the rants!!

Parents came to KL and now people gonna think im having this death sickness of some sort . huhu . Ok so I woke up this morning and was forced to go to a clinic with parents. And as I , me , myself have been telling my parents like hella hundreds of times , Im practically fine only slight core throat and flu . Geez . They should trust my doctor instinct's too you know. hahah . The sad thing is , I can only eat porridge and breads only . huhu . And after that 3 days of high fever, I lost another great deal of weight . O.O !!!

First when I lost weight, I can fit into my 5 years ago jeans perfectly. Now .. after the high fever.. I can drowned myself in the jeans . It became baggy !!! GAH !!! Im turning into a skeleton !!!! eat more ! OMG Cassie Ashley !! now BOTH of us really need to gain weight!! hahaha .. ok ok .. adieu for now ..

That polaramine starting to give me sleepy heads. hehe .. Nites2 ..

I am very sick .

2010-05-27T10:42:00.000+08:00

GaaaaRRRGGHH!! Ok since monday I have been lying down on my bed due tue high fever . I mean I can’t barely even sit up . Guess my head was too hot at that time . It continues for three days. In those 3 days I barely eat much because everything made me wanna puke and I cried every night because It was way too HOT or my head was really really dizzy . Thank God I have a very nice roomate and her friend. They took care of me for those three days .

And now . Its thursday . The high fever has already passed . even though I still have the dizziness due to all the lying down for three days . you can say I am slightly mbuk darat. Even though the fever is now gone another type of disease seems to conquer my body . EXTREME coughing which did not allowed me to sleep at night . I constantly need to sit up to stop the coughing . I can lie back down as the coughing will continue and now my throat feels like its been cut somewhere . gah .

Afer this Im gonna go out and find myself some honey to reduce this coughing . i heard it works. is it? And i need to find clean water to drink the water they provided here contains those jentik2 . EEEEEEEWWWWWWW… I think Im the only one notice it . Im gonna make a report soon enough .. I have to make sure I really saw it last night because I was half sleeping too . That’s all for now. My tumblr will have the same entry too . Ok minnasan!! adieu !!

Sick

2010-05-26T14:17:00.000+08:00

I have been terlantar on the bed since monday because of high fever . huhu . AND it still havent go away . huhu . I just wanna update that . hehe . Right now i wanna eat asam laksa . huhu . someone got get one for me?

Letter to Wraye

2010-05-15T02:45:00.004+08:00

Nee. Wraye . Once again I write to you . Once again I need your help, your guide.

Wraye.. I hurt him again . This time I hurt him bad. I mean really . I can't stop crying over it but even though I cried so hard. Its him who's feeling the greater grief.

"I don't know . I don't know. I don't know. "

I keep repeating the same word over and over. I have no Idea why I keep repeating that.

Maybe its true. I don't know anything . I don't know how to love someone. I don't know how to treat him nicely . I keep giving him pain . PAIN !

Im lost at words to explain this feeling . see?? Im totally out . HELP ! HELP

ARGHHHHHHHHH .. mattaku . I really cant describe anything . All I know now is my heart is beating fast. Its aching . I can hear a crack somewhere. and my brain is overloaded with question I thought I have the answers for it . ouh please Wraye.

I know it sounds over exaggerating. But that's how I feel...

"i won't cry over guys" I said it before. i said that when I realized how foolish I am too cry over something so useless. Longing for something that has not even notice my existent . Its useless.

and now he said the exact same words.

am i useless to him ? am i ? His voice over the phone was ..... enough to make my heart stop a beat.

mattakuuu ..

ANIME MADNESS!!

2010-05-11T10:08:00.004+08:00

Hey Hey !!

Well today I am in a mood off giving out my favorite TOP website where I get my own shot of ANIME MADNESS. =D

So lets see ..

Downloading and Watching ANIME for free .. my TOP 3 List!

I usually use Realitylapse.com for downloading anime, not to mention manga and sountracks . Never failed to find the anime I want to download from here . =D

Recently too, my friend Fakhrul has introduced me to a great new website. Chia-anime.com. You can download anime, manga, soundtrack and wallpapers.. basically the same thing as RealityLapse.com offers. It has even more anime from RealityLapse, I THINK . not sure because im still sticking to the earlier. hehe .

WATCHING anime REAL-TIME

I usually go to Crunchyroll.com . Which is a famous website for watching anime online for free. This website do let you watch anime as soon as it airs in Japan . But you have to subcribe to it and PAY ! Which is ABSOLUTE GOOD if you can afford it . But I can't . so...

NOW !! you can watch anime the same time as Japan !! HOW??
here's the links for it .. Make sure you follow the easy to follow steps carefully !

If you can't click open the links, copy the address to your browser.. =)

GUIDE on KeyHoleTV : http://xorsyst.com/japan/watch-japanese-tv-online/
Broadcasting schedule : http://animecalendar.net/

Well That's about it . My TOP 3 places to download or watch anime .. plus one . hehe .

Off to brunh now !!

Signing off now,
AhlinaAthung!

Tell me your favorite website to go for downloading and watching anime!! And do tell me if this post of mine helped you guys ! =D

Please leave comments down below !!

My one week in Sabah

2010-05-10T20:31:00.002+08:00

Sabah ..
Home sweet home ..
[but really the droughts are like UberMajor HOT]

Nevertheless its still my hometown . So I have two weeks off before the Short Semester starts. But one week of that was wasted in KL. Parents decided they want to go shopping here after I check out of the hostel . So yeah . a week of precious time was WASTED in KL which I practically live nowadays .

So .. the best part of staying one week in KL? I dont shop much now . Im just aiming for that Padini Authentics' Sweater. buy me the blue color one!! teehee~ I still havent get it .. =.=" for one week we just round2 the Jln. TAR area . boredome!!

After the drasticly dramatic COLDNIGHTS, im finally home!! Here is the kronologi what I did from the day i came to the day im out of the house again .

Thursday's Night
I came back .. then head to my room . bath and clean up my room then sleep .

Thursday
Nothing much . Just stayed home . Online and started the Kyo Kara Maoh's 3rd Season's download marathon. Started from episode 91 until 117 . 26 episodes to be downloaded . But today's internet didnt not allow me to download anymore that 2 episodes . 24 to go!

Friday
I decided I wanted to go to my mum office and get a little bit if fresh air . Brought my lappy along . and watch the 10 episodes of KKM i have downloaded before . The ending of 2nd Season . sad sad!!
Nothing much , just a day in air-conditioned room watching anime . Cool huh?

Saturday .
Tasha came to my house today !! Yeay ~ some sister bonding time!! We just catch up on each other lives . And watched few movies .

Sunday
This is a day which I completely forgot what I do . haha . Maybe I was downloading whole day . Maybe . AMNESIA DAY !! HAHAHA!!

Monday
I went out with .. Xiera and Mai . Jadi pasu bunga . haha . I went to my mum's office in the morning . Had breakfast with her and her work-mate. Had a little chat with them and watched KKM until Xiera and Mai came to pick me up . Then we went out to servay out for my Dudu's birthday present . I saw one white sweater in EX shop @ Warisan Square that he MIGHT like . Maybe not .. =.=" I have no idea how he's style is .. I just prefer him wearing something with collar, looks soo HIGHLY smart!!
>.

Wednesday
Went to mum's office . AGAIN ! But its in the afternoon . hehe . Planned a sudden hang out session with Maryssa . We were talking and tasting Secret Recipe's cakes when Jay texted her and well he was being suspicious . I bet he was around so did Maryssa . HAHA . he asked her to find him fake flowers in Just for you . turns out he was hiding near by !! Jay , memang ko funny la! haha
And then me, Rysa, Jay round2 cp . Try and be artistic when we looked around the Arts Exhibition in the middle of Palm Square . We even went to Daiso to fool around . =D Best Day guys!! And I left early because .. x mok jadi pasu bunga looorh . ahahha

Thursday !!!
Today is the big day for my Dud!!! yeay ! He's turning 19 !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY love , I will LAUGH you always!! heheheheheeh

and so ... Xie was so generous to fetch me at my mum's office and later fetch Dud near the Town's Libraby . Here's the funny thing - I bought Xie an EasyWay's Milky tea.. Which I dropped earlier infront of the counter and ended up re-ordering . hahaha. Ok That's one Milky Tea accident . In the car... Xie put the drink in this place where she place her HP . without any of us realizes it, the Milky Tea split on the phone . Berenang2 sudah tu phone dalam milky tea . haha . then As Xie pulled over to fetch Dud, we cleaned up the mess. But we havent clean up the phone and Mai called her!! and she picked it up -all-wet-with milky tea, she placed the phone on her ear... hahahahaha

xie .. xie.. cubala ko lap dulu ..

well after that I bought her an Ice blended from SB for her hardwork today . Thanx for the lift!!!
and we even get to meet up with Venda while we were chatting in SB . FYI we're in CP .
Got to catch up with each other lives . and I think Venda dont know Dud is actually Christian ?
hahaha.. ok then .. Venda left for Labuan , Xie left for her chores . Left me and Dud . And we went to eat .. and then watched Iron Man 2. lastly Bought him his prezzies...

Silver and new sweater. What you have always wanted kan B ? LAUGH you again .. <3

Then It started to rain heavily !! and both me and Dud need to get back home . Called my dad to fetch me . Offered Dud a lift to the Terminal but he said no . Seems like all guys I ever met// rapat scared of him . haha . That's how today ended . I left Dud alone in the Rain . Not literally !! xD

Friday
Nothing . I just stay home .

Saturday
Get together with Sharlina! The long lost one . haha. She fetch me at CP after I friend my mum to the bank . And we went 1B . Xie was there with her askar2 . And we terrorized the gift shops in 1B!
hehe . We r so fun that way. Didn't get to go pc fair after the whole terrorizing 1B. huhu . nevermind . Next time . hehe . Sorry love, couldn't find you that Bass headphone you wanted . Cari sendiri la b ah . hahaha!! > - <

Sunday
Went to this wedding . the invitation was on 11am . but nothing was there . And at 12pm only the foods arrive and was served . GOSH . That was exhilirating !! and HOT ! Someone even took my picture diam2 ne . well . not just me , every girl in the place also . but .. it was a lame wedding la ..
LAMBAT ne ba .. trus pulang .. and my cousin came to my house with her mother. And here we all listened to the Family's Eco-Poli-Social story . Its funny because .. its darn ridiculous . ahha .

Monday .

Today . I am here at KSJ . being totally bored and just finished summarized my whole holiday . wah .. Im waiting for my love to call me like he promised .. LAST WEEK !! lambat 5 hari sudah ne .... you must kena saman ni Dudu . hahah..

Well ... that's all lah ...

WAIT !! Online punya things!
!
My aiko cover on youtube hit another number!! WOAH ! so good!
and Im trying to work on my other Dub so wait for it if your one of my few subscriber . haha
and I also made up that formspring things.

here it is . ASK ME ANYTHING . [I have haters!!! @.@ terkejut me but who cares...]
http://formspring.me/AhlinaAthung

OK .. NOW im done! hehe ..

Adieu minna !!Have a great Holiday !! and Good Luck with Exams and all ..

DUDE CAPAT BA CALL >_< E e ee LAMBAT!!

Resurface the past

2010-04-22T17:52:00.002+08:00

All along i have had been wondering . Why did all the guys from my past keep coming up recently?
My first love which i held on to for way too long without even having a single answer from the guy. That one guy who loved me for too long without me answering back . GOSH .

fuck it all .

I missed hanging out with my own bf.. He kept spacing out which makes me feels.. well .. alone .
he's there ... but his mind would wonder off to some planet far away .

Just got back from hp tower to send in his new lappy because the Windows crashed down . Thank fully its new so everything is like . FOC. well not really .. if you count in the amount of money we spent to get there .... that's consider as paying right??? Went Midvalley soon after because he was hungry .. so did I .

Everything cut short.. everything turned into a bore when he started his silenceness on me again . Hate that. He's sleepy . So did I but I didnt complained . I wont be seeing him for another few months after this . All I want was ..

Ngehhh ~~ This is getting Sappy ... i better gert lost now...

heart broken ! yeah .

ADIEU .

FUCK IT ALL

Don't guess what's the end until you can see it clearly

2010-04-10T18:04:00.003+08:00

Now with that picture Im gonna explain briefly what happened ..

starting with

RED BOX

Yes.. I do have tumblr for all who didn't know . But like this blog, its quite abandoned . But I talk about stuff which I didn't post here. Its more like , If I didn't post it here, I post it there.
That's all... end of that one story.

GREEN BOX and PINK BOX

well refering to RED BOX ... here's the link. TumblrTumblTumblr
and yea.. I haven't eat since last night . I only ate one piece of bread for lunch and breakfast. GOSH . WHERE IS DUDE??? IM HUNGRY!!

BLUE BOX

Im compatible with pieces?? I don't know whether I have talk/met any Pieces today . the rest of the things in the box is OUT OF TOPIC.. this is what I wanna state out.

Mood : Exhausted : Really ! I am ! I didn't have energy before going to the exam so my friends told me I need to eat. no more Bahan bakar for my brain. So I went for a piece of bread. AND IM HUNGRY :( if that guy is not replying me any minute now .. im gonna lost my appetite.. its tiring enough waiting ... better sleep .. kan ??

well that's all ..
Im off to play Feeding Frenzy 2 in Fong Teng's lappy .. the one im using now. :)

soresore

ADIEU~

McD time!!

2010-04-09T21:12:00.002+08:00

When I said McD .. I meant to say this ...

MECHANICS DYNAMICS!!!

Yeah .. well gonna be a short post today .
It seems like I've been online to rant about every paper Im gonna take . hehe..

McD is hard .. MS [Mechanic Static] also hard! I even have to take short sem this coming holiday because I failed at it . Darn . huhu.. And I was thinking of many things .. :(

We only have Chapter 12 13 14 15 16 17 to study .. But I can only understand Chap 12- 14 .
After that was .. *blur*blur*cries*

yeap... and I have notice that im left with rm10 in my wallet!! damn . So sad. Need to take out money tomorrow. I want to go watch movie.. But something tells me not to go . haha. I dont think there is any movie I would like to watch this time around ..

ok now im gonna go and back to cramming my brain with an empty stomach . wow. Im amazed by myself.. hopefully i still got the energy to go test tomorrow morning . XP

well that's all for now

soresore .. ADIEU!!

Second Paper ..

2010-04-07T22:42:00.002+08:00

OK . I finished up the Computer-IT exam paper and was the first one to hand in the paper ..
I was not in the mood of finding the answers for the essay part . Wrote the points down and elaborate. Finished it up and went out . No meaning for me to write down stuff i THINK related to it . SO.. I went out and have a Corn Cup ! hahaha!!

Next up - Tomorrow~

TITAS - Tamadun Islam & Tamadun Asia

or as i posted in my as my fb status. "Tidak Interesting Tu Aku Tidur"-subjek .
Boring !! I Dont want to study that subject anymore. So .. here I am curi2 online in my friend's room . Away from my roomate who is currently reading the titas out loud . haha. Im searching for a piece of quiet... haha.

And today .. well .. I made him angry with me again .. about being to friendly with guys around me .. AGAIN . huhu.. Which made me even more bored with that REALLY BORING subject.

NYUUU ~~ :( I didn't even bother to ask him if he wants dinner today . He's scary when he is angry at me. I rather stay away but couldn' really do it . SO ? I asked Rudy to take him dinner . HHAHAHA..
Im TOO concern is it ? *worried*

"Love is never blind, is just that we loved too much sometimes we forget about anything else. NOT BLIND!"

Ok , guess that's about it today . Off to check out fb and ignoring those no-mutual friend request . and removing tag from few pictures my coursemate bound to tag me in . They crap a lot, you know?

Adieu for now.

P/S:: my youtube is now officially dead with no new videos .. but one thing keep going. My cover for aiko is getting more views. haha. Im bragging . sorry ~ XD

Absences

2010-04-04T02:56:00.000+08:00

Hey people!! Readers!!

*echoes of silence*

Yeah .. I know my dear blog doesn’t get much of readers since the day I actually put this whole thing up. Sad isn’t it? Love you whoever still keeping up with me and my months of disappearing. haha

Story I want to tell to you guys!!

1. Classes and exams

2. New book old story

3. Being a bitch

4. New Discovery!!

“Sorry for abandoned your for so DAMN long dear blog !! “

Here’s my long not so fun – bewildered – full of rants – update since.. ugh .. I forgot when I actually last updated this abandoned place I called blog.. T.T *bad bloggie me*

Classes and Exams .. Ugh.. heavy topic..

oo .. As I have always said - since my my driving license day, if you would like to know – my life is nothing but usual routines I keep getting in and out with…

Going to class is a dreadful thing each morning as I would like to sleep to my heart contents. Keeping my head in the clouds seemed to be a good idea at times. But one thing kept my head in the game . That was to redeem my lost battle against Mechanic Static in last semester . Which is why I would have to come back for my “SHORT SEM” which is .. *great grief be fall upon this cursed date* this coming holiday. Not forgetting getting a 3.0 and above pointer .. geez .. I sounded like I am one of those nerds trying so hard to get acknowledge by their grades..

*no offense to whom ever taking it offensively. swear to God I’m just ~~bitching~~ around with my bad mood*

Ok moving on ..

Class is one thing . Then came the Finals exams which is starting on 5^th April 2010, which is next Monday!!!! Haha. Im prepared for the non calculations exams but can’t say the same for the other. XD

So after this im putting down the book and laptop to really bunker down and do all the reading and practices I actually left for the pass 24hour because I went out to have some fun and read the book I just bought.

Which brings us to statement number 2!!

New Book old Story…getting old hobby back

I finally managed to get my hands on one of those infamous story book by Cecilia Ahern – Ps: I love you.

Touching story really. I never could get my hands off of the darn book. Too good I tell you !! >.<

The story of how a dead husband helped his wife in despair with one letter at a time. How he teaches he how to move on with her life without him. Ouh ~ you know how the story goes . If you don’t , google it up ! haha

Well reading that book gives me this whole new fresh air . The kind I need after realizing my English is getting poorer by the minute because I rarely keep up the writing thing I use to had . so as you all can ~~see~~ read. I’m trying to write this whole post in a decent English grammar.. XD

And I finally convinced myself I’ll be doing yet another – might be abandoned- writing project of mine called..

“A Cup Of Tea For The Soul”

I kept reading those lines in the book I just could resist wanting to do a story about it. Wait till I get my hands and mind with the whole story . As usual I’ll be having my infamous Wraye character to be the main character. It will revolve around the life in one café . Somehow it reminded me off kaoru’s Cake House. Huhu.. I’ll work on the details AFTER my finals.

But I am glad that my English is back on track !! *tears of joy*

Being A ~~Bitch~~…This is the part where I will scold myself in the face part.

Yeah .. I think I have been a ~~bitch~~ to my friends back home. I rarely called them or text them . Catching up with my dear honey sweet lLavie and my once knight in shining armor - can’t tell you who but if you are a friend of mine you’ll know who it was . haha. – tells me that I haven’t been in touch much . Which made me feel very bitter . I want to be a part of their life knowing all what has been going on with them . and being there with them if they ever needed a companion to talk to . Eh, that sounded almost too cheesy for someone like me. Haha. But my friends is my ultimate gold treasure, I’ll cherish everything I ever shared with them .. and to one that I have lost?

“Happy belated birthday . Hope your enjoying your days being surrounded with people who actually really cared for you . Don’t go off wondering finding anyone like me . The kind that never returns a call or text to say hi. God bless you always . J “

And not forgetting I keep making my own boyfriend sad. I mean I teased him an awful lot and forced him to pujuk me when I want to .

Sorry for keep messing with your head sweetheart!! >.<”

Love you forever if I could. Thanks for your comforts and for smiling with me . aww .. can’t get over you!! Your too kind in that kind of matter. Waitttttt… you always bullied me too!! So we are now even . haha.. gah I wished I can see the look on your face reading this little message . hihiii . I’ll post up one whole page of words for you on your birthday . Hope you get the chance to read them! I’ll save my words for the best day. I might get teary eyes from you…. Love messing with you b!! hehe

New Discovery.. Which owned me the title of being more weird

So ..what are my discoveries?? Here’s a list . Laugh if you must . Im totally being serious about it . more like of me listing out things I want to say out loud to the world. J

1. I get drunk by eating spicy food

2. Coffee only helped me sleep even better rather that keeping me awake

3. I rarely got pissed of … and when I do I throw tantrums all over

4. I love messing with my lover’s mind. Gosh that particular word seems to be all wrong . haha

5. I have finally gain my English capabilities and lost some weight subconsciously

6. I love getting his scent all over me. Reminds me of the scent of old books in the attics which can bring me to an addictiveness. Baby, your surely is my drug . <3>

7. I love the memories of being pampered by whom I once called my knight in shining armor.Just that it’s a shame I didn’t get to you before you chose to let me go . Its good seeing him with another really . Happy for you bro! Guess it was never meant to be huh?

8. Im missing my friends and felt guilty of not calling or texting them

9. Im pretty sure my “A cup of coffee” story will get around .

10. Its Easter today ! Happy Easter for those celebrating today .

11. I Hate to see those girls in my baby’s account . WERE . I think I can adjust to him being adored by girls around him. His a catch . Who could blame you for liking him? With his so call good looks and such gentle heart, he can get whom ever he chose to be . And he chose me!! Hahahah I for once think its okay for him to play and mingle with other girls because he’s mine to keep ! bwahahahahahaha he’s loyal . He wont cheat and so will I .

*im evil at times.. sorry girls*

12. I think Rudy is too cute for his own sake . haha. Sian ko slalu kena buli si rysa tau .

13. My Devilish Guardian has always been amusing person to talk to . I can play all day with him . haha. He loves getting on my nerves because it seems amusing to him. XD [no worries to my bf, you’ll always be the first one for me]

14. I don’t have much male friends that I talk to or as a friend… So to those who I believe to be my bestfriends… Hazrie and Hafiz.. Thanks for being such good friends mates!!

15. Im getting tired already .. I think im heading off to bed after trying to persuade my bf to call me .. haha. If he cant because he’s playing dota, im going to declare war with the insanely game. Hahahahhahhaha

16. Im losing my mind because of sleep deprived. Better go .

Well that’s all I can think of right now.

Till next time comes around,

Adieu from

Ahlina_ yeah im weird . haha

2010-03-10T00:20:00.001+08:00

I have Uploaded another THREE videos up into my youtube account . Oh wells.
I just wanna say that. Please VIEW RATE COMMENT SUBSCRIBE to me .

hee hee..

Okai . I have this so called SEJARAH books to do notes about . Damn tamadun notes and all related to it... ISH3..

oKKKKKK

GTG ...

Xoxox

Love

Wraye

2010-03-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

Life these Days

2010-03-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

Hmmm .. Nothing much happened. REALLY .

Life these days is ..

DULL .

Hmm ..

Glittery texts by bigoo.ws

OK .. activities I did?

Went to Kg.Sungai Baru @ Linggi for some Ukur Tanah class's Practical . Having the real Ukur tanah work under the hot scorching sun = Tanned . Damn. I havent even get the tanned from Form4's Marching practice all off yet. tsk3..

Moving on .. I dont have anything else to do now except study for the upcoming Exam . hehe. AS IF!! HAHHAHA

OKok . I wont really crap more .

I dont have words to write ,
I dont have anything more to tell .

that's how I end this short - crappy post.

Youtube Reloaded.. =D

2010-02-18T18:59:00.005+08:00

Finally I uploaded something to my youtube account . It has been awhile.

what??

I was damn bored doing nothing . ahha. So here's the SO -Very short cover on

sakasama no chou

And here's the EPIC failed cover for .. YUI_again .

that's all ..

Adieu for now

xoxo,
ahlina!!

Just something..

2010-02-16T19:45:00.003+08:00

i did upload this one long time ago . But I deleted it and now its reUpload. yeay~
I was having flu ? XD oh wells.. Im gonna do another cover. And this time using dbsk's tea for two... yeah ~ dats ol .

And just now I went out with my uncle's family . We went dinner at SR . Gosh .. the service was horrible, I mean not totally . But the spaghetti was cold when it reached my table. I only ate half of it . and the rest was left alone to be thrown away in the back of the kitchen . I also saw this cute couple keychain. It was in the shape of a wisel . I only wanted to buy one but then again ..

rm10.90 = 1 wisel
rm10.90 = couple keychain .

I rather take the keychain . I shall buy it tomorrow . hehe . Ok . gtg . My mum is nagging me to go to bath already .

Aitz! So long for now.!!

Adieu ~

much love,
Ahlina is athung

READ if you like horoscopes

2010-02-15T21:56:00.002+08:00

Something for all of you who loves those love reading horoscopes~

By Lynn Lopez

The twelve signs of the zodiac all fall under certain elements, which characterize their behavior and personality. Earth signs, for example, are practical, realistic, and, indeed, down-to-earth. Fire signs symbolize will, enthusiasm, and great energy. Air signs lean more towards thoughts, so the people born under this sign tend to quite analytical, while water signs represent emotions and intuition. Here is how the zodiac signs are categorized according to their elements.

Earth: Taurus, Capricorn, Virgo
Air: Gemini, Libra, Aquarius
Fire: Leo, Sagittarius, Aries
Water: Cancer, Scorpio, Pisces

All three signs in each category have qualities of their own, and they can either be a cardinal sign, the fixed sign, or the mutable sign. The cardinal sign reflects qualities of being a goal-oriented leader, the fixed sign is stable, while the mutable sign is more flexible and adaptable.

So how do the signs get along with each other? Here’s a quick rundown of what the signs can expect from one another when they meet.

Earth and air: The earth represents balance and stability while the air deals more with free-thinking and ideas. The air sign provides earth a chance to fly free every once in a while and the earth sign keeps air grounded and makes sure that any plans can come to life.

Earth and earth: Here is one truly powerful partnership which can do a great job of building their future and fortune, but both must remember how to relax and enjoy life together.

Earth and fire: Earth is the perfect foil for fire’s frequent bursts of inspiration. While fire is full of dreams and ideas, earth can definitely make a way to turn these into reality, as well as help fire stay realistic.

Earth and water: This is another match that changes and develops the parties involved. While water can soften earth by helping it get in touch with emotions, the earth can do its part by showing water a more pragmatic way of thinking.

Air and air: A pair of air signs is a guarantee that the union will be a true meeting of the minds and promises to flourish through an open and honest exchange of thoughts.

Air and fire: These two can definitely make sparks fly. They complement each other by making sure that their energy and ideas combine to bring about their plans in life.

Air and water: A very strong emotional connection will keep these two together, and make a great team by being able to fuse the powers of both the heart and mind. Water will allow air to be more emotionally expressive while air can show water how to express ideas.

Water and fire: Fire can help water bubble up and be more active while water lends some calmness to the fire element. Beware that one element should overpower the other, however.

Water and water: Two emotionally aware signs can only make for a truly deep bond.

Fire and fire: Two fire signs coming together can be very exciting indeed. This is bound to be an adventurous combination, but two dominant wills can also be in danger of fizzing out, so they must learn to strike the proper balance.

Click for more love goodness~~

2010-02-15T17:19:00.002+08:00

Hummm...

I got nothing to do . Its monday !! and Usually I would wake up at 6am and get ready for my Ukur Tanah practical works. The class supposedly start at 7 am but we usually start at 730am. hehe..

And today...??

I was planning on going to Kundasang and have fun there but it'll be a bore if I go there alone. After asking many people, I got none, zilch, zip, friends to go . So my mum set up another plan . That is going on picnic on Tg. Aru beach . Oh wells, better than doing nothing.. sheesh...

*out*

I thought that the beach was hot.. but suprisingly it was windy ~~ wee~~ I took no pictures because I was staying under the tree hiding from the sunlight. I got tanned already !! I don't need more!! =.="

I also managed to drive the car . The DMax. I wanted to drive the car until we reach home but.. however.. hmm.. at the back . my mum was..

"jangan laju-laju" .. i wasnt even at 30km/h at all... =.=

"jaga tu kereta di depan" ... It was on the other lane.. rilex ba mummy.. =.="

"ok mau sampai jalan besar sudah stop la" ... and I kept going .. X.X!!!

and she keep repeating the same phrase.. I cant stand .. dad took over..

ngeh ~~ tmoro I'll take the car out . hehe. Im too bored at home oredy . and . sitting infornt of
the laptop playing games all days= flabs.

that's all from moi .

much love,
Ahlina

Its 14th Feb Again!!

2010-02-13T23:17:00.003+08:00

haha.. Its been like .. forever since I actually really celebrate this particular day with anyone .
EXCEPT my friends. Ouh ~~ my lovelies.. Mish them so much !

ok ok ..

Im just dropping a few lines to wish you guys since Im going back to Beaufort for some people person's wedding . haha.

Oh yea.. and alsoooo ~~ I have uploaded some pictures during my lunch date with Xie the other day on my facebook acc. hehe..

Ok dats it!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
and
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TOO!!!

Much love,
ahlina

adieu minna!!

Being silly!!

2010-02-09T23:03:00.002+08:00

Haha.. So before I went back to kk .. Opps.. Yea.. Im back people!! lai2 , go mansau tokou!!..

ok back to my story !

I cant proof that this one monkey in my phone theme pandai makan .. and Tingz and Rysa was being sarcarstic saying im lying. hahaha.. SO ?

Since I've got nothing to do , I actually record the wholee thing. hahaha. I mean how the monkey move and all . Posted it up in mY Youtube account. hahaha..

p/s:: I know ba u guys were joking about the record things, but I got nothing to do . HHAHAHA..
Hope it made your day !!

Click!!!v=====> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9pp1gxIJmd8

Capital B day...

2010-01-30T21:30:00.004+08:00

NOPE ..

I didn't mean BIRTHDAY... I was referring to

BROKE and BORED and BUSTED

huhuuuuu..

Let's start blogging??

Im bored... Im tired.. and Im doing an essay assignment that's not mine ... english .. something about

"must an employee of an antivirus company install a different antivirus into their laptops? "

hmm .. no idea how to start the essay .. oh well .. wait till I finish blogging to do the essay .. hehe...

So today I went to Bukit Bintang with Maryssa .. It was .. like any other outing we went before except for the fact that we spent over an hour in a bookstore. It was way fun than window shopping or is it????

Too bad I didnt bring my camera.. if not .. this post will be filled with Maaryssa's pics and .. Jay would be delighted to see it. wakaka.. .No la just kidding

owh .. Im not in the mood to blog already .. I better go do the essay .. due tomorrow.. [muka selamba] Ada masa ba.. haaha.. ok ok .. gtg .. I think i'll blog again tomorrow.. Maybe.. MAYBE NOT..

till then ..

ADIEU~~

xoxo
Athung

2010-01-21T14:59:00.004+08:00

Last Tuesday was my first test of this sem. WOW. I actually really STUDY. haha.. Im so proud of myself. *pats head*

Thank God I can answer the questions but I was having a hard time doing the limiting reagent questions.. damn .. in the end .. I think I have lost an A there. Please dont go any lower than B please~~ amin.

which reminds me...
Im SERIOUSLY gonna stop online after today until the test week is over..
Will be back on CNY holidays ..
Which is 5th Feb for me!!! haha.. Im having two weeks holidays while the others start at 14th...

Not my fault the Schedual has been change so drastically after me and maryssa already booked flight tickets waaaayy earlier using the given calender before. If it was under rm50 maybe we would consider buying a new ones but .. DAMN MAHAL la!!

just imagine one way cost rm350++.....Two ways cost rm350 x 2 = rm 7oo

the new tickets cost around ...rm8oo + rm 400 = rm1200

and not to mention we burn the last year's tickets for one way to sabah ..

SEE????

We lost so much money on changing tickets already!! Why on earth would I want to buy new ones now? hahaha... Blame the calender people ... tsk3..

So .. My scheduale for next week would be

26th Jan - Ukur Tanah Test 1
surely this is like on of the subjects which I hardly focused on .. We do practicals more than we read kay .. I even got sunburn on my forehead while doing the practicals.. =.=

27th Jan - Titas
Okay .. Tamadun Dunia .. wait .. what ever it is .. Its about tamadun .. And we have learned all the istilah, ciri, and in the processs of learning Tamadun Islam .. owh .. need to get the facts right. But I can manage this one .. Right? With God's will...

29th Jan - Calculus
Yeap .. This subject is all about differentiations and intergerations .. But we only focused on Differentiation this semester. Yet, it still sounds so hard .. How I miss MJ's +m3's class. SO easy .. all we do is copy2 and then send.. Life's good with LG~~ hahaha

Mechanic Dynamic's test is on 24th Feb due to the fact that me and Maryssa going home early.. Prof. Karim decided to delayed it .. We took votes. So fair and square kay people?? hehe.. :D

And that's about it .. all the Test I will go through .. Wish me luck!!

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xoxo to all my lovelies ..

Hope you guys are still in good health!! hahaa

Gonna be back soon enough .. Belanja me!!

Adieu~

"Missing"

2010-01-11T21:20:00.004+08:00

Fuh~ I think I have finally caught a virus - SKIPPING class virus. Damn it . Need to get my head straight so I can aim my goal ! Woalawei.. teruk ni sy sikalang.. tsk3..

Ok moving on .. So many groups was created in facebook due to the recent issue on the use of Allah word by christians. All i know is .. We should pray that this issue can be solved in a PEACEFUL way.. I dont want to talk about it .. too many people has talk about it, I shall keep my thoughts to me as I am in no position to say what is right or wrong .. apa yang betul tu dtg drpada-Nya shj. . End of that.

Ok lets talk about something lively!!!

I enjoyed going to the IK camp at Port Dickson last week. The speaker was great. Sis Ei Ling was so cute. hehe.. Cute ba, miss her smile already... :/ All those talk about life and stuff really got to me. It made me think more about other stuff which I had refused to see and listen.... I guess.. I did found something special from the camp.. :3

What is it? well .. that's my small secret I wish not to share.. :)

So some of the pictures has been uploaded to my facebook account.. Feel free to click those images. Im too lazy to upload here.. Im too lazy la nowadays.. geez... Chemistry and calculus's homeworks havent even been touch ... haha put that aside and let me blog for awhile..

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As the title of this post says.."Missing"

I am missing a lot of stuff.. I missed my dear darlings back at kK. I missed Ranau and the smell of my own room .. I missed the smell of the sea.. wait.. that last one was from Port Dickson trip .. Scratch that one out.. Imissed... SABAH!!! OIiiiii!! I wanna go back .. homesick ne ba sa.. ;__;

I wanna see xiera and tasha .. then I wanna hug them .. then I wanna laugh with them .. huhuuu .. *cries* sob sob .. Really miss you guys lo.. FrenSick ...

I miss my own boyfriend.. eventhough I see him like .. just now.. =.=" hehe.. :D

haish.. I need some mellow slow songs to go with this mood.. but none. oh wells ...

I WANT TO GO BACK BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA .. tapi mahal tu ticket.. bikin panas.. haha..

IM TIRED OF WAITING - yea.. the new current song people singing to .. and that title suits me so well. tired of waiting for the impossible..

oh wells.. nah . 1030 suda.. tu kerja blm siap .. better go before maryssa aka mami marah sy x pandai study .. haha.. k Nytez!!!

xoxo,
Ah_lina is Athung.. really !! >.

NeW Year!!!

2010-01-03T13:57:00.004+08:00

So thinking about NEW year ..
I thought I should talk about anything new about my life etc.. bla bla bla...

Hmm .. what's new? Nothing much .. Just the plain same Old routines...bleghh~~
I want a super major rich guy to buy me all the stuff I want.. Angan2 mat jenin .... =.=

Owh .. and Rysa's birthday coming up this monday .. Still havent figured out anything to do or buy for her.. hmm .. I want to do something .. but WHAT???? Give me ideas kay people??

also..
The other day I posted this as my facebook status..

"Twinkle, twinkle little star
the brightest one I found so far
can you hear me from up above?
I want to make a wish for my love..
Twinkle, twinkle little star
let my love shine as bright as you are... :)"

and gladly enough much people like it. haha.. Perasan? I know! and since Suzai wanted a Modified version of Baa Baa Black Sheep.... here's my version of it!!

"Baa baa black sheep
have you seen Suzai??
no sir no sir
she's at shcool ..

She's one of a kind
and one so true,
She loves white fluffy clouds
that looks like you .. :D"

Hope you like it Suzai!! Some kind of new year's present for you!! :)

Moving on, I posted yet another video on youtube.. hehe.. Im too active these few days.. But the flu failed me on this one cover.. I think . But I still love it ..

Specially dedicated to my loving Gaga... Love you so much !!
Also dedicating this to all of you for always staying with me..
TQ for being my friend all this while.. .

Not a very good one, as always .. So what? Im not a singer.. XD

Still in the youtube topic.. my NSA Dubbing group has reshuffled the remaining dubbers..And I ended up in Buono!'s dubbing group .. Will be working with Belle.. yeay~~ *huggles*
We gonna sing together.. soon .. haha..

Hmm .. So im still waiting for YUI's new single GLORIA...I want to listen to "Muffles" . Wonderhow its gonna sound like ... And while waiting for that I went to upload some more of my crappy YUI's song cover.. hahaha.. Oh look !! there's my gaga.. haha

See?? I am too active these pass few weeks.. =.=
haha.. Im hungry lorh .. should I go down and buy food?? hmm... I think I should .. Once im finish with this blog update...

ENOUGH with the YOUTUBE updates..
lets update on my life a little... hmm...

I think im working harder to gain back my own self in studies and such nowadays.. Losing to myself is the least I wanna do ... I've been neglecting some of my own principles for the last few months.. Gotta keep my head, foot, heart . all of that in a stable condition...

I am missing Xiera and tasha,, and my lLavie , and all my friends back in kk.. Hauu~~ Didnt even met them last holiday. I will!! CNY!! hehe...

Holidays - Ive spent my Xmas holidays alone .. huhu.. then Thank god Gaga asked me out or i'll die in boredome.. then . New Year's holiday .. Spent only in the room .. bangas ni!!! hahaha.. Didnt even go out .. then .. hmmm... yeap .. That's about it.. I crapped my holidays with well .. calculus and so on .haha

Unfortunate Events - I lost my phone because of my carelessness.. Ngeh~~ But got a replacement fir my Express, its a 2700 nokia classic .. Google it if you want to see how it looks like .. 2nd Unfortunate events.. I lost my pendrive.. the 4gb pink colour one.. Owh see???? Im that careless nowadays!!!! huhuuuu.. gonna buy a new one soon... hehe.. 8gb and 4 gb...

Study life - This coming 19th I have this Chemistry test , so wont be online-ing until the test is over .. If you see me on facebook, Chase me out of there!! haha... hmmm .. Owh , and Calculus seem easy .. NOT!!! But I like dy/dx better than Limits... Need to study harder... =.=

I think the first week of test is in two weeks?? hmmm .. STudy, Study ..

Hmm.. *wondering what else to crap*

I need to wash my clothes ... O.O?
I want to eat... hungry owh ... havent breakfast +.+
I want my Gaga.. hehe.. He's cute.. XD
I think my new year's resolution is ... Too be a better me than last semester.

Hope everything goes well .. I dont have much to talk about my life except the craps I have written just now.. Boring stuff huh? well thats about it!!!

xoxo from me,

always known as Athung
but Im always Ahlina
In my own alternate world I call myself Yoshi_mi

ADIEU~~

2010!!!

2010-01-02T13:37:00.004+08:00

Oh we finally made it to 2010 safely!! -cries-

I bet all of you got your new year resolution set up already .. hmm .. I dont have one .. :P

Now lets review back what I have done in 2009...

I done almost nothing but something as well .. O.O?? haha.. I crapped all the way to 2010!! hihi..

I have 16 videos uploaded onto youtube - failed dubs... XD .. and here's the EPIC FAILURE DUB ..
WATCH AT YOUR OWN RISK

moving on with the memory lane... i got driver's license but havent use it.. entered college.. found someone.. lost my hp... gained a new not so same one.. bored myself out most of the time...

XD

Well...

I hope everyone enjoyed their new year celebration coz I didn't ... huhu... ok.. that's all...

hihi..

hope I can writemore but I cant... Adieu~~

I lost my handphone!!!

2009-12-20T23:56:00.002+08:00

Yeap .. Now I lost my hp .. huhuuu

My music express phone.. waaa~~~~~ IM SAD.. to the EXTREME

Please give my phone dear kiddo .. ngeh~~so many things in the memory card..Shitttttttttttt

Please pray my phone come back to me .. eventhough the chances of that is only 0.01%

>.<

HUUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuaaaaaaaaaaa

SADness... i shall go black to mourn this lost..

2weeks of ABSOLUTE NOTHING

2009-12-07T23:22:00.002+08:00

Yeap yup!

I have done nothing for the pass 2 weeks + the fact that my laptop was stranded in Xiera's room while whe went back to her kampung in Kudat for nearly one week . That was during Hari Raya Korban ... hmm...

Now?

Im in a taxi .. writing my blog while listening to my dad having a fascinating talk with the taxi driver about "ulat" or as we know it.. Kereta sapu in KL .. or anywhere for that matter..

IM HAVING HEADACHE ... the car is going at 100km/h .. its kinda rocky ..

Ok .. let see .. Its dark .. so I can't really take pictures.. ngeh ~

Wanna hear what happened???

So after checking in at KKIA , we waited for another one hour before boarding into the 727 boeing.. Wait.. was that the name? If you don't know what's that..

Its the MAS AirBus!!!

OMO~ long time already since I flew in AirBus.. I think around 10years ? yeah ... I miss the big space and all the luxury that came with it.. I even get to play the games and watch movies during the flight.. I didn't even notive two hours++ has gone by .. wow... I must have been really focused into Zuma. haha!!

After the Flight landed on KLIA all of the passanger took their bags and got off the plane. I was the last one to got off my seat.. and guess what I saw? This one kid and his brother.. and so was the parents... No wonder MAS has gone muflis [dulu la.. hehe]...

Then .. Since the AirBus was a transit from [if not mistaken] Japan, we arrived at the KLIA .. a whole OTHER KLIA . The place where all international plane arrived.. and seeing all new stuff... new place.. don't know where to go .. I got lost.. haha... Have to take AeroTrain to the Claim Luggage.. But I get to see all the different uniforms the stewardess wear, from different country..

Nice..

Now .. my dad and the taxi driver is talkking about who ownes the taxi company . . how it hasn't rain in kl .. and etc... Im getting dizzy...

I can see KLCC from where I am.. Guess we're getting closer already .. signing off for now!!!

Adieu ~

How Can I Continue?

2009-11-20T19:23:00.003+08:00

There is a lot of road blocks i front of me..

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I felt like talking but no one is worthy enough to listen to my rants ..
So i'll talk to you, my dear, dear BLOG

So, the bad news I flunked Mek.S. Haven't told my parents.. because my dad will definately blow up as my schoolarship is in line. I stayed u all night for it.. but still didn't even pass it??

Haahaa~ Baka desu ne??

I pulled up all night reading, digesting all the crazy formula I found in the book .. Tried to sleep, but too nervous I would end up flunking the subject. So I stayed on revising until the morning..
One thing I didn't take into account was how my body will survive in the ICE COLD exam hall when I have NOT SLEEP in the last 24 HOURS and NOT TAKNG BREAKFAST ... I didn't even bring my sweater with me.. baka no onna da yo ne?

As a former student who took Biology, I should have known better... A Fully functioning brain NEEDs a strong healthy body ..

As a result of my actions.. I fell ill after siting in the ICE COLD exam hall after only 15minutes. I even had a blackout for a moment .. :/ I ended up freezing and not able to write or THINK anything..

Baka, pen tan, yeah .. I was stupid

Its a lesson I had to learn the HARD WAY.. wee ~~ :/

Now, Im devising a plan how to - 1. Explain to my father when the result is out or.. 2. Run away???
or maybe 3. just take my punishments and whatever happens next .. is God's will..

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And just now my ears are once again being washed by my parents.

"Don't be too social with those people..and guys"

Yeah ~ I fell kind of awkward to put it up here.. but I'll go on anyways. [no one reading oso..:) =.="]
So my social circle now is between those Dota Freaks , Chua and Rysa...

Cut to the chase, im afraid I'll lose him .. nyaa~~ Why ?? err.. faham2 sendiri la kay people??
hehe...

Oi Mr.gaga. I mish you.. hehe

Oh!! And did you know? I lost Rm1960 from my public bank account on 21/09/09 ... I just noticed that when I went to update my acc book. DAMN.. I was at beaufort at that time!! How can I cash out those money in those amount?? I only take out rm100-300 at times.. Gosh .. I should make a complain and change to Maybank soon..
I also lost rm400 at my hostel .. And I didnt notice it until now... gosh .. Gosh .. GOSH!! So many money poofed into thin air .. THIS IS WHY IM TOO SCARED TO TELL MY DAD MY RESULTS

So That's basically what has been going through my mind today..

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Should I ran pass through it? Or should I stop and get caught in it?

Balik Kampung...

2009-11-14T19:29:00.003+08:00

Oh yeay ~ he's coming back to Sabah!!!

..... and Im going back to Beaufort for the day... Aigo~~

OkoK... So I can't meet him today.. Owh feathers! Sob..Sob.. there is always next time....

:( kawaiiso yo!!

So I was hoping to take some more pictures. BUT I forgot something!!!
Its not the camera... Its the MEMORY CARD!!! I was trasferring the pictures from the memory card to
my lappy and FORGOT to TAKE IT OUT... Damn....

Also .. That DMax made me dizzy .. Its like a horse ride at the back seat! I ended up sleeping the whole way back to KK.. It was raining too.. A nice moment to take a break. hehe =D

Ano hito ga bogorshipo yo~ ngeh~
I want TEDDY !!!!

Azrie!!! mana teddy ko mo bagi sy tu?? huuhuu~ :(

OH!! And ... thanx to Alif [which reminds me.. his birthday is just around the corner..] im addicted to korean newly HOT drama

You're Beautiful 미남이시네요 !!!

[picture is not available]

Lolz... its kind of like Coffee Prince.. Where the female protagonist has to disguise herself as a boy..
Im not in to giving you guys the synopsis.. hehe.. Watch - It - YourSelf!
Park Shin Hye is in it.. and Hong Ki!!! He looks cute in there... lolz...

Well... nothing much happenned today .. Besides me finding my old art stuff back.. Wee~ I still got my troubled prince picture.. I should Upload that one up . Yea~~

Okok... continuing my latest addiction on MySoju.

Loves ,
Athung!!<3>..

Japan is out of bananas???

2009-11-12T22:26:00.008+08:00

Ok .. that title sound weird huh?

well i was randomly seeking a video in HowCast's list in Youtube. i think this post will help anyone who has been seeking a way to diet... Lets start with the news...

Read This news first !!

"Japanese banana importers are currently in a state of emergency due to the wild popularity of the Morning Banana Diet: Most supermarkets in Japan are selling out of bananas by 3 p.m. every day. The Morning Banana Diet was developed by a pharmacist in Osaka to help her husband lose weight and it gained popularity when a TV program featured a singer who lost 15 pounds in six weeks on the diet. The diet regimen is simple: Eat a banana and drink room temperature water in the morning, eat whatever you want for lunch or dinner (except for desserts) and go to bed before midnight "

So here's the video I found on HowCast...

So the listed things to do when following this banana diet plan...

1. Eat 4 bananas in the morning
2. Drink room temperature water.. [aww.. no cold drinks???]
3. Eat anything for lunch ... but NO DESSERTS [=.="]
4. Eat something sweet at 3pm.. [im saving my dark chocos for this.. =D]
5. No eating after 6pm .. and ABSOLUTE no eating after8pm [this is to ensure the food digested properly i guess]
6. Sleep by midnight, must have 6 hours of good night sleep..

So? How will it go?? Well see.. Im gonna test this one out.. teehee... For the sake of knowing if its gonna work or not.. =D

O.o?
My mum was looking for an article to talk about this friday.. maybe I can give this topic to her??

Yeah~~

Oh btw... I need a drawing block , buncho paint colors, pva glue, paint brush, a good pencil..
But I cant find all those stuff in my house !! Where did my buncho went to ?? Ngeh~~

O.O!!
I also found out that Clean&Clear has a product line for blackheads problems... But why is it I haven't see them in stores?? maybe there are not here in Malaysia yet?? oh well... Im gonna try the Acne Control kit.. I have each and every C&C product I ever saw sold in Malaysia.. Except the new Acne Control Kit.. Gonna get it soon.. wee~~ Im such a loyal customer to C&C from J&J XP

Since I have neglecting my facial routine my face kin has turn dry .. oily-ish.. hmm... Need to get back on track... Also C&C has a wide range of collection I have never seen before.. I want to collect them all.. HAHA

Look!!

That's a lot... hmmm... I want them all.. =D

That's all for today blogging.. I still don't know what to do here... Im too afraid to drive my dad's DMAX . TOO big and well. too new.. if i scratch it he'll blow up on me.. yeah ..

I'll be the object of his anger releasement.. now that's a weird word...

Well Off to bed.. Banana Diet .. haha

Love ya !!!

Good Night Everyone, May God protect you .. GBU..

(= Athung Ahlina =)

Back to Square One

2009-11-10T13:49:00.005+08:00

Yay~~ Im home...
yet again ... hehe Its been pretty hectic in my life... ahaha..
Im officially saying that im a slacker. I woke up at 12 NOON today .. geez... lazy pumpkin o me..

ok .. ok

So My blog has been out since... oh .. i forgot.. it felt like ages. But Im back filling it with lots more craps since im "quite" free .. from study ..

Im actually reading TITAS!!!! wakaka "for all you guys who do not know what titas is.. its a small green book which is filled with all sejarah craps facts. ngeee~~ :D Its HELLA fun'"

CRAPS! i dunno what to write...

*thinks* Hungry meyh... +.+

Owh .. I wanted to post some pictures here since.. idk... so long.. But I never post it so ..

Since i have nothing to crap about... and its raining -internet dies on me!!-

Im out to eat..

Have a nice scroll through my page!!! =)

random pictures I took while I was in KL...

That's all folks!! Miss You b!!!! XDDDDD

This blog is out of Service

2009-10-04T22:44:00.001+08:00

Owh im not in the mood to blog...
Heck ..
Im not in the mood for anything right now..

For my own sake I have to stop procasinating ...

My life has been good. Nothing so special except the times im with my fellow mates and itoshii..

All i wanna say is...

MY BLOG IS CURRENTLY NOT AVAILABLE FOR UPDATES DUE TO MY OWN ~~PERSONAL REASON~~

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THIS BLOG IS NOW OUT OF SERVICE

Yours truly...

Athung

This blog is out of Service

2009-10-04T22:33:00.003+08:00

Owh im not in the mood to blog...
Heck ..
Im not in the mood for anything right now..

For my own sake I have to stop procasinating ...

My life has been good. Nothing so special except the times im with my fellow mates and itoshii..

All i wanna say is...

MY BLOG IS CURRENTLY NOT AVAILABLE FOR UPDATES DUE TO MY OWN ~~PERSONAL REASON~~
BUSY LIFE ..

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This blog is OUT OF SERVICE FOR AWHILE

Signing off, Athung

Everything

2009-09-26T02:45:00.000+08:00

I Guess this is it..

2009-09-10T01:48:00.003+08:00

.+*_Letter for you_*+.

So I ~~guess~~ I have been hurting all the people I care so much this week

One turn and I end up in a thorny path.

I forgotten to wish you "Happy birthday"

I didn't tell you Im going out with another person

I havent call to tell what's been going on

Why is it I keep hurting the people I care the most?

All I have been doing is throwing thorns at you

Im too TIRED to say "IM SORRY"

cause I keep repeating my mistakes

and made you cry

will I ever learn how to

take care of someone else's heart??

Can someone teach me..

Cause Im just too bloody stupid

in keeping a relationship

.+*_I am IMPERFECt_*+.

Im the drama queen who wants everything her way

hopes that somebody will keep me safe always

wants to live in a dream

hopes to find her perfect prince

Yeah, Im A daydreamer

I dont say what I really feel

I rarely show what's real

I keep things to myself

I dont like talking about feelings to others

"Do you really love me?"

"Do you trust me?"

Keep asking me that

and you'll end up like my ex-boyfriend

because asking me that

OVER and OVER again is the same as saying

"I DONT TRUST YOU"

Speaking of TRUST

If I trust you, then i'll just let you do anything you want

because I know you wont do anything to betray me

Speaking of BETRAYALS

betrays me once, i'll let you go

betrays me twice, i'll still let you go

betrays me the third time??

You're out of my life

Love?

Im a little too young at mind

too young at heart

to care for somebody else

Im looking for someone who can help me grow

and be patient with my boldness

because I'll do things that will make you

MAD, ANGRY, UPSET

and

BROKEN HEARTED

My stupidness can cause damages all around

My carelessness leads me to the ground

My curiousity leads to trouble

And trouble has a way finding me...

Im IMPERFECT and that's me

I hurt people without knowing

Love me for me, hate me for who Im not

Im IMPERFECT . Im me. So Deal with it.

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That's all the crap I have this hour ..

Okay?

ADIeu~

Set it straight!!

2009-09-02T23:18:00.004+08:00

I want to set it straight.
I want to stop procasinating
I want to really tackle all those insane subjects down...

Ok.. That's it.. No more procasinating on anything... Its a waste of my time..

Oooo.. tuuung .. Just wake up from your dream girl!!!!...

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I have a list of songs to record for NSA. All the songs I dont even know....
Im thinking of doing KissHug- Aiko cover.. and a twisted YUI - again cover..
Gonna settle with all youtube bussiness ASAP. Then .. Its a full blast studying .. yea... STUDY is the life man... [But i will still stay in NSA.. hehehe :D ]

Oh yea.. And I will find the appropriate time to really talk about all those craxy outing we have later.
Dunno la bila later dia tu kan?? hahha

BTW,
I received my favorite snack food just now. Thanx IZ!! Qeela came upstairs to give it to me.
*munch*munch* LOVE Hello Panda!! >.<

OK im Off to have a date with Giancoli.. Phys.. Circular ... something... and some other stuff..
Owh .. mekanik Static tomoro.. Need to really focus this time. OKAI...

Tungtung Is out of here

NYte! Adieu~

Updates...

2009-08-24T17:14:00.002+08:00

Wee~ Its Ramadhan yet again!!

Its my first Ramadhan without my family outside my home.. Honestly? I dont feel the difference. It'll be the same no matter where I go.. Because I had never really felt the comfort of being HOME. Even in my own house I feel trapped. SO sad.. So emo.. So .. SO...

Okay lets recap what I have been doing because I havent update this blog of mine in a veryyy LOOONG time..

1. I found out Glen reads this blog... [HI!!! hahahahaha]
2. I found out unknown number keeps miss calling me [its a psiko.. and its TRUE]
3. I have went to cinema a lot this month.
4. I failed my mekanik static.. owh well.. back to basics baby!!
5 I am now... SICK .. dont ride a bus on fasting hour.. note that...

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That's all I have to say ... for now.. updates later.. Full page - detailed - and hopefully fun to read.. OK
Its time to get ready for buka puasa.. hahhaa.

Adieu ^^

LOST LINKS [againnn]

2009-08-17T01:24:00.006+08:00

Due to technical error...-.Just look at my blog.... its fugly already....-
I lost a few of your links.. So feel free to put yours in the cbox in the sidebar...

Your co-operation is much MUCH appreciated.

Xoxo

edit** i realised there is no cbox too.. So post the links as comments in this post.. :)
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On a rainy day,
the sound of the raindrops hits the floor made me very melancholy.
As my creativity flows along side with the melancholy feel..
This is what I get.....

Im sorry
Im sorry
Im sorry

I have no idea how many more sorry must I say . Heck, I dont know what am I sorry for. If you want a mature person to be with, don't look at me. Im still a kid who doesn't know how to properly care others' feeling. I like to play around and everytime I do, it seems to hurt you which in the end it hurts me. Was my doing all wrong? Inexperience gets me everytime. Dou sureba ii no??

A change in appearance can create certain effect on people. Now I know, a girl's feminity is measured by how long their hair is.. How they dressed... Is APPEARANCE matter in judging one's true personality?
If I give you a man - A tall handsome and smart man dressed so perfectly fine in black suits, you will say he's a dreamboat..
But inside he's a desperate guy who chases all the girls he knew and talk about XXX things. A despeardo!

if I give you a girl - talked like a gangster and only wear tshirt and jeans on regurlar basis. A girl who seems to enjoy guys stuff more than wearing makeups. Who wears sneakers instead of high heels and those fancy shoes.Preferred short hair instead of long ones. You will say she's a tomboy.
Reality is she loves talking about girls stuff too. A very polite girl who knows her manner with people.
have you taken into account that apperance means nothing?
Dont judge a person by their apperance.. it may as well be their perfect cover of true identity..
So must I change me for you? Or will you accept my flawless?

It seems like i misjudged you.
You act differently from what I thought you were
I felt something when I first meet you.
Was it just an ILLUSION ?
Did I interpreted this feeling wrongly?
Will I make the same mistake ONCE AGAIn?
Show me what you mean...

i thought you can help me grow up with this feeling
but NOW im just too confused
Is it okay for me to continue this?
because I really need to know ...
Will i hurt you in the future?
Can you accept my childish behaviour?
I cant bear the thoughts of hurting you..
so before I hurt you much more ,
I have decided to leave this feeling be...

But if you can bear all my flawness and all my idotic scheme which i do to make you look at me.. the ones which will hit you in the guts.. All those days when I keep making silly and childish mistakes which hurts you... I promise you, I wont let you go and give you everything you have ever wanted. I will keep you with me forever.. because I know already

..........You love me for me.

Procasinating MOOD ON!!

2009-08-11T23:01:00.002+08:00

Im currently procasinating my works...

Moving on... last friday me and maryssa went to go shopping at Times Square!! Bought new clothes .. Wee~~ and now Im broke again.. =.="

Im not feeling well since yesterday because I had to have a n arguement with my parents. They are coming this coming friday and I have a DDA camping on that day at Linggi as well. Clashing events occured. Then my dad said all the things I HATE so much to hear - which TOTALLY ruined my whole mood. I couldn't sleep at night. I forced myself to sleep at 530AM. Then woke up at 830AM just to find out I catch a slight fever. I only ate nestum for breakfast and eat hello panda for lunch ..

Gah~ Im so EMO right now!!!

Moving on to a little less dark part of my day...

== I gave my most valuable-precious-ring to him yesterday. When I saw him at the cafe during lunch, he was wearing it!! OMO!! And somehow he look so "bright"?? today.. Was it because I gave him that ring?? But I didnt saw him again after that.. Boring day .. I was all alone mos of the time .. Well accept at the cafe. I was surrounded by all the guys. OMO!! I forgot! Glenn went to hug Dude and it was so CUTE!!! Damn I left my hp at my hostel!! ngeh~~

Nevermind.. as long as I can see their happy faces... It will ALWAYS brighten up my days here without you girls.

ALSO :: SHOUTOUT TO ROSES ROGER!!

WEhh.. Im so sorryy I havent contact youuuu.. And oso ... for not chatting with you when im online.. Im always in a rush .. GOMEN!!!!!!

Yeah~ That's all . Im just not so much in blogging mood... OWH HOW MISERABLE I FEEL TODAY...
Need sleep.. Need sleep .. TESTs............ =.=""

I want a HUG .. HUG ME?

GARRRRRRRRRR~~~ helpppppp

Randomness in rain ..

2009-08-05T14:26:00.005+08:00

Its raining .....

well .. The rain stopped already .. :P

I have been thinking lately and I have found out that my english language skills are in HUGE MESS.. I cant write a proper story without retyping a whole sentence over and over.. which ends up with ::

"Do you want to save Untitle.doc?"

"NO"

Argh!! Its so stressing man!! The only way I can get a GOOD sleep is by writing a story.. or sing.. which explains all the ~~stupid~~ foolish videos I keep putting up on my youtube account.. Depends on you whether you want to believe that or not. Not my problem ..

DID YOU KNOW???

First of all ...
#1 Dengue

My college [or as YOU call it, hostel] has a HIGH percentage of people getting a dengue fever. Damn all the clogged drains. Majority of people who gets dengue fever are boys. I think their block got some problems.. Dont want to go there anymore.. :P

Recently a friend of mine , Lang , from Sarawak fell ill due to dengue.. So sad!! He was sick for days!! I think almost one week.. I missed him during that period of time because he always make me laugh whenever he start making jokes.. he's favorite phrase line is "cicak pun berbunyi... " XD
But he's fine now. He's recovering and start going classes already .. wee~~

2nd of all ..
#2 Mahabbah @ Hari Terbuka Kolej Siswa Jaya

Today my college will be helding an Open day until ..... [thinks] .... Oh I forgot..

From what I have heard, this is the FIRST time ever this college held this event for public. Sounds like so much fun eh? We'll see.. Im kind of doubtful because last time KSJ had organized a Car Wash Fund Raiser but NONE came to the car washing stuff.

Im hoping I can take some decent pictures so I can put it up on my blog. Its been awhile since I put up any pictures right?? Am Im suppose to be a Photo-philic. hmm.. I feel like Im not doing my part here.. XD
ALso I didn't get to join the photography club due to EXTREME well responses by all the students here. Damn!

Im doing anything for Mahabbah .. So Guess im gonna walk around and take random stupid pictures . I can see the whole thing from my room too!! XD

They say Dafi might come.. But I dont think I can trust that info .. Who cares anyway... ?

3rd of all....
#3 Dirty little secret I wanna share

Its been a LOONNG while since I talk about guys huh? Have I ever??? Oh well ..

so Just the other day.. Sunday .. I went to the Hospital Kuala Lumpur with XX#1. I went there to accompany him to see the doctor. OH MY GEE!!! The hospital was crawling with sick people. Its like being in a sardin can I tell you !! I felt sick just standing next to a person coughing his lungs out.. :O

I was scared I might get infected !! huhu.. T^T But no worries .. Im PERFECTLY fine.. I use the term perfect VERY loosly...

Aigo~~ I feel like going on a date rather than accompany him to see a doctor.. you know why? because .. while waiting for his turn to take the medicine [which took more than 1 hour.. I think ...] I ended up putting my head on his shoulder.. and he put his arm around me.. [nyaaa~]

hahaha.. yea.. that's about it.. I dont want to put in details.. ngeehehe... Oh ya!! I want my sweater back from him!! Just because my sweater is a guy's sweater , everyone wanna borrows it.. ngeh~

Jaa~ MAta AO!! OK .. ko-Q [or as you know it- Kokum] is about to start .. so Im gonna offline now.. and find the person who keeps IM me on facebook.. [the wifi here so socky until you cant even reply an IM on facebook .. Damn ''cool'' right?? NOT!!!]

p/s: I dedicated this song to all of you!! Sarangheyo~

August 1st!!

2009-08-01T03:05:00.003+08:00

Its the International Friendship Day !!

or at least that is what I think . Is it? o.o?

Its practically 0315am. Yea. Im still up at this late hour . I was planning to do some research on my assignment when I termelencong to come here and blog. Basically im procasinating all over again.. XD

Okay what to talk? seems like everytime I go to my friends' blog they would start of with the same line.. maybe life was too boring for us now?

Ahh.. I just heard about La Salle being shut down because of H1n1. and a lot of other schools too. Scary? I know... Here in KL the haze is ... well.. THICK. I mean, the KLCC seems to be so far away because of all the HAZY weather. Also , Im HATING JEREBU TO THE MAX because...

I've lost my voice. I LITERALLY scream my lung out to get my voice back out. And the result??
Pain in the throat. Once I can hear myself even just a bit, I quickly take the orange stuff you take when you have sore throat. - Lozenges?? think that's it. XP

0332am :: Im out of idea what to write. XD

to Chai ~ Otanjobi Omeedeto Desu!!! ~ live well!! be happy!! may Allah bless you all the way.. :)

to all of my friends.. yea :: Happy friendship day!!!!

dats all .. gonna go get some sleep before doing some hardcore reading tomorrow..

SEJARAH 13 MEI .. owh .. Im gonna fall asleep . hahaha

TO my girls GooD Morning, to the gents .. Nytezzz,,,,, [dat was lame.. pfftss]

Hantu Ambulans

2009-07-26T17:08:00.004+08:00

At 9.30am I was still in bed. Eventhough there was a MARSIS meeting at 10am. hahaha. i only got up when both maryssa and Dude sms-ed me. So I was rushing after that. 10.15am- the person sms me already "mana sudah tu? Im here already...".
So I Just quickly towel dry my hair and went downstairs just to find only me and bukhari[€coursemate from sabah ] was the only ones who came. DAMN.

Perjumpaan @ PJ - 12pm - Go there by your own . that was the info the Abg gave. WTH?? Go by our own money??? They said that a bus wil be provided. In the end.. all of us .. Sabahan n Sarawakians didnt go to the perjumpaan at PJ . Wee~~ Wanna know what happen next??

went to see Hantu Ambulans with Dude. Yeap! just him...Please dont be the 10th person teliing me Im on a date. Aww~
Moving on .. Its the CRAPIEST ghost story. I didnt watch the whole thing because Im too scared to see the ghost. hahaha. All i did was...hide behind dude.. =.=" I thank you for your patience with me.. hahaha. Did u know? he has the nicest colonge smell .. I knew because I borrowed his jacket .. it smelled so familiar.. hmm.. lupakan~~

but i ruined his jacket by spilling half of the popcorn. :O

[no~~ dont you dare say anything.. ]...

Im a careless-clueless-scarDcat person... damn me... Here's some pictures I took .. few days ago.. hehe.. not few days.. last 2 weeks i think . hehe

Random love song By maria Leong. She has a wonderful voice and her songs are always fun to hear.

this is Maryssa watching her video oh so pationately.. XD
and here we can see she's using my laptop to online. If you think Im not replying your YM and MSN - Other people is using my laptop .. Dah biasa la tu..n :P
Btw, she's msging her Bf dat. kan mar? ahaha

Maryssa looking at her facebook

"so boringgg~~"

"no one online~~"

I took a lot of her pictures. hahaha. Jadi my model x rasmi . Okai !! thats all i wanna share with you today. Gonna go bath and go downstairs to block C afterward. Study Group for LK/HE/Trigo/phys.

Cya!! Take care people.!!!

Lukisan, owh Lukisan

2009-07-26T02:31:00.002+08:00

Finally.. owh finally i finish it!! Well more like asking other people to finish it for me..

Im talking about my Lukisan Kejuruteraan .. I know I can draw.. But technical ones are just so different people!! I thought it was easy .. oh so NOT!!!

hehe..wanna know??

Just the other night me and maryssa planned to stay up to do the whole lukisan thing. But we ended up sleeping. haha. Slept at 2AM and woke up at 1030am. Then before having bath and breakfast, both of us was talking crap . We wanted to go out. but then TOO LAZY.
Took bath and then continue doing LK which I cant do at all . HAHAHAHA
I went to sms dude while waiting for maryssa finish her bath. Suddenly after talking to him I can do 5 of the easiest Q in the paper. wah~ I do LK on my own .. terer o sa. wakaka

Its wayyyyyy past breakfast-brunch-lunch ..

me : Ui, blm makan ni kita. ko nda lapar???
mary: haha. ya ba. ba mari turun cafe
me : ee malaaaasss..
mary : *laughing* Ui jalan kita. p shopping. [totally kidding]
me : ba. p sana TS kita. Midvalley ka. hahahaha

As i Said before we were TOO LAZY to do anything. And the lukisan also - STUCK/GANTUNG!!!
we were just playing around with the whole Jalan thing. We were so ready [kunun] wanna go down cafe
then... Suddenly I just say ...

Me: marila.. kita p jaya jusco. hahaha
mary : ba marila
me: ba.kita makan di luar la. hehe
mary : ui ko biar betul ba!
me: ya la . boring ni dalam bilik satu hari . [its around 230pm when we talk about this]

the conversation was too long. Hehe. So .. CUT-SHORT::

We SUDDENLY went out to Jaya Jusco Wangsa Maju. For the sake of Going out. hahaha
The taxi cost us RM3.50 one way . And we went to EVERY SHOP in that complex. I bought a pencil and more paper A3 for lukisan . So many sale nowadays. Bata, winter time. Name it- sure got one!

Guess what we ate?

Lasagna n pasta - delifrance - RM43.00

haha. yea. its that expensive. the FREE FLOW root beer is sooo X sadap!!
and I ordered my Delifrance-pasta-nightmare without realizing it. PASTA SAUSAGES.

Its a pasta+a bread+olive oil+sausages.. THE WORST PASTA I EVER TASTE

Its the one I ordered when I was outing with the girls. I swore i never eat it again . but carelessness fails me. I did ordered it. But its kinda Okay this time around because I mixed it with maryssa's lasagna. hahaha.

Then wanna find KFC because dude wanted it [me belanja] but couldn't find it. We round2 all throughout the groundfloor. But couldn't find one. so I ended up giving him McD. hahaha

Just when maryssa and me got into the taxi - There it is!!! - KFC!!! Right below F.O.S!! How the crap did we missed it??? oh well, not his luck lor. have to eat mcD. He say not mengenyangkan~ Cian . sapa suruh x makan nasi tadi . ahahha.

[8.30pm- 0100am]
mary and me were at block C. both of us need help doing LK. who did we turned to ?? Dude! haha. He do the homework for me while I talk with glen - [one of the cool guys i ever met. Eventhough people keep telling me he's byk mulut - suka cakap ja ni . ahhaha / Budak lasalle this guy. Think you guys from 2006's punya batch know this guy.. I THINK ] . I think I sponsored the food for tonight. Fries + mr.potato.. + mcD .. hmmm.. Im so generous. hahah. NOT!! Glen took the fries. hehe. Wah~ I feel so pampered tonight. Dont ask why ... hehe.. :P

So finish the whole thing at one oclock just now. And its 311am right now. wah~ I need to go to sleep . Tomorrow I MIGHT be joining this whole perjumpaan budak2 borneo at PJ [for the whole KL Uni]. yea. Putrajaya la dat kan? Got other PJ here in KL?? Argh ~ What ever la. Im too bored to stay in my room all day. better do some sight seeing. Right? Can meet all the Sabah Sarawak people again . hehe. yea. Going lar tomorrrow, even if Im gonna go alone since majority Sabah Sarawak here nonmuslim [they go church on sunday ~ IM alone!!! ] Aaa~~ Sleepy.. ok...
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.Nytez~~ ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

SAD NEWS

2009-07-21T21:27:00.003+08:00

Nah~ Im not as busy as I may seem. because... because... Im

Procasinating!!!

hahaha.. Im a good student arent I ?

So basically .. the photography club's registeration was closed before the real closing date. So la bikin panas!!! Damn !! I want to join so badly.. *cough*

i think im coming down with a cough-sore throat. Pleaaaaaseee god... dont!!! I havent been sick since after SPM . tomorrow i have thr KKDK dinner stuff to go .

Dress code: Stylish & stylish

so what am I gonna wear? JEANS and TSHIRT. very casual right? Im so cool, I dont care about fashion statement. hahaha. *@_@*

I feel so fuzzy right now.. all i wanna do is SLEEP .. owh .. I have phys and Trigo assignments..
Owh well.. Class start at 10am. I'll do it tomorrow.. Cant think straight already ..

@_@"" *faint*fell*drop dead*

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EDIT

Just received a call from my mom saying Aunt Jez just died. Yeah~ I cried.. for 1 minute. Rest in peace dear Auntie. Hope her boys will stay strong through this situation. -mourning mood

Outing

2009-07-19T01:04:00.003+08:00

Once again no pictures!!!
stupid me no taking pictures. Yea I have the camera with me but I wasn't in the right mood. So sad. Owh dear blog.. you look so naked!!!

Moving on to the real thing

NSA Dubs.

I have finished my lines for NSA. Not Nur Surya A. my groupdub - NewStarsAcademy.
Yeay~ I actually have mixed down one song. [i stole other people's lines. XD]

My Next Dub -
Miku - World Is Mine
Rin - Meltdown

Im not getting good but WORSE!!! Damn. Need practices. Or just hentam2 do only lor. hahaha.
BTW.. I found one great fandubber for NSA. Actually she auditioned for it and I really liked her voice.
Wanna check her audition vid? CLICK THIS!!

OUTING!!!

Yea... So i was planning to do some reading for the next upcoming assignment [draft is due next mon - 10am] which i havent start.. AT ALL!!! Then Maryssa asked me if I wanna join her and all the others go Times Square watch Harry Potter. Pa lagi.. Procasinate lor! HARRY POTTER tue! hahaha..

Went out at 1pm something like that. took the bus and "dude" sat next to me. I feel like I talked nonsense to him. Cian him terpaksa layan me. hahaha
Then took the monorel from chowkit to Imbi. Thank God not so many people [yet]
Upon arrival all of us were looking for Glen. I knew I know Glen from somewhere turned out he was Hazel's taiko. Then I was like.. Cheeeeehhhh.... Patut macam kenal!!

The movie start at 5.30pm. So we all went jalan2 first. Ended up at the arcade. Now I know.. Daytona is very la FAMOUS here. hahaha. People actually Q up to play that game. I suX at that game already . Huhuhuu. [not memang sux from the start meh? hahaha]

OMG!! That movie is soooooo COOOOLLL!!! Im loving the awesome effect and such. Wah~ such a long time since I watch Harry Potter. Next thing I wanna do in when I go back home - CARI CD FULL HP- *laughing* But.But.But.But!! That GSC was so cold. I didnt even bring my sweater! Frozen, I tell You!!

then we all saw this one couple breaking up and Glen was imitating them. So funny la that guy!! very happening dude la. XP
I got back to my room at 1045pm. I was so scared that I could make it back before 11pm [limit]. Because the monorel was PAcKED FULL!!

It was a fun day for me. Though a bit dissapointing because I didnt get to buy that top I saw! rm19- rm25. ngeh~ i'll be here for the next 3 years. So dont mind!! hehe.. Its 2am and Im still not asleep.nya~~~~~~~~~ I wanna play DOTA!!! ui, kaC pinjam sa tu game!! :(

Random Entry

More and more messages were sent
I ignore each one of them
I wanna say something
but I could find the words
And I just being ego?

More and More
I feel Im drifting away
more and more
I feel I should have said something

but it hits me
the speechlessness
thats why im ignoring you

Sayonara!

Bored!!

2009-07-11T09:02:00.002+08:00

Ngeh~ not nice la... :(
Later I add the music .. but later the Sony n Youtube go delete. Damn Coprights. But we have to respect them. Right? Right?

At the moment

2009-07-07T21:50:00.001+08:00

Updates!!!

Not so many updates.. Coz all I did on orentation week was... ceramah.. ceramah.. yea.. and all the ceramah in the world.. haha

So I have a roomate from Sg.Buloh.. Very friendly!! then the next door neighboor oso lyk dat. One thing la, Everyone keep asking am i chinese. ahaha..

let see.. I got nothing else to talk about my days here. Coz Im kinda broken hearted by someone. Damn!! Hate !!

Ohyea.. I havent submit my line to Ruka!! Buat pun blm.. ehe.. argh!! Im too sad to talk about anything much... so i let this post hang here..

What I really wanna say...

people change
that I dont deny
But what people change into
Is what I really dont get

Since you get it,
you seem to ignore everything
or was I just too sensitive over things?

All the calls
All the messsages
You only answered as if
you were forced to do it
or was I too sensitive over things .. again..

You left me...
then call me up when your in need
What am I to you???

Argh!! I dont wanna care no more..
So go your own
do it your way
People change
yes..
But the saddest part was
you change into something worst...

Ki eL !

2009-06-27T16:24:00.002+08:00

Hey guys! Here's my update before the registration day. Xp

So I have choose to wear a 1 or mayb 1 and a half inch sandal ala wedges [dats how i describe it. Hehe] to KL. Wah, hebat o me, go jalan 1 mile on dat particular footwear.

Reality? Its tiring.

Just imagine standing for 30minutes or so in a comuter. Hahaha! I collapes once i got back to the hotel room.

Im staying at masjid india. And since its saturday today, theres gonna be those pasar malam here. Sesak i tell u!

Prömö:
Sogo is having sale til tomoro!
Gulatis, Jakel and all kain2 pnya store also having mid year sale! Xp

went to midvalley just now. Haha. Went there-nothing to see-went home. Waste time oni kan? Haha.
But on the way home frm there, i almost got left behind frm d train.. If ikut hati i stay luar biar my parents jalan in dat VERY EXTRA FULL train. Bt my mum tarik me in! Aiyo! Thank god la i didnt slipped. Bt berasakan! Huhu.

Oh, im using my phone to write this, so excuse the not so proper english.

Im gönna soak my feet in a warm water. Aah~
update bout the registration when im free! Hehe.

XoXo

p/s:Cammie, still cannot hack o the wifi. Hahaha

mata Ao!!

2009-06-22T20:51:00.003+08:00

Ok im leaving .. really .. like in less than 12 hours!!! huhu.. I cried when im packing coz I lost Natz's present for me .. The heart bracelet.. Well .. IM not gonna go long on this post.. All I wanna say is....

Thank You for all the prezzies [mostly $$] .. As if my aunties and uncles read this.. wakakak.. ok moving on

Err... Er.. I have limited time here.. ermm... wat aa???

IMY ILY see you guys soon!!
I actually cried when im packing.. wakakaka..Err.. Spent the day with natz and rodz... Sadly Haxie didnt get to come coz her Aunty just passed away... Lets give it a moment.. Ok ..
Went to RCh karamunsing... I spent the girls lunch .. And we were like Overfull after eating it.. Crazy day really.. Sot2 la.. SS ambil gambar.. like x besa.. hahahaha.. .hmmm...

I HAVENT FINISH PACKING UP !! I mean the not so necessary stuff.. K.. Dats all.. hehehe

p/s:: I wanted to do a duet with dat person .. But .. Damn .. Why the heck must I be a child in his eyes??? Yume no tsubasa.. tsubasa Chronicle's ending song.. Hmmm.. x tersampai hajat ku .. Cian kan? hahaha.. Err.. IDK if you reading this.. but.. but.. Err.. Nevermind.. [gantung!! XP]

Yeah! Dats all .. If I can curi line mana2 kedai mamak I update la.. If not... Then.. This is my last post for the moment.. I shall Go now.. Meeting my uncle and cousins .. Yeaaa...

I loVe You guys!!! Sarangheyo!!! IWMY !!! Mata Ao!!

Im leaving soon.. :(

2009-06-20T13:09:00.005+08:00

Ok since my last post.. i've been mourning for my lost.. huuhuu... daym it all..

but hey life must go own!! So KEEP MOVING FORWARD!! from Meet the Robinnsons

Pardon the Caps. hehe.. ^^"
And the post is random .. so read it all to understand it all.. memaksa ni ba.. hahha

Next Tuesday, 23rd June..

i'll be out leaving my dear hometown . Seriously, no other place is better than your own place. I love KK!! I love SABAH!! huaaa~~ *scream*tears* KL is sooo last season.. hahaha. No offense but I've been there like hundreds of times and bored with it all .. I think I cover almost all parts of Peninsular Malaysia except the Northern parts.
Yea.. Like Kelantan.. Terengganu....[its in northern part right???] those place..
Well LIVING in KL is different from VISITING the place right? We'll see la how i do .. I think i'll do fine.. Pray hard :) Missing lots of stuff already.. haihs... ni la ni budak nda pernah kaC tinggal rumah.. xD

Sacrifices you do for the future. Eleh, like i dont come back home anymore.. so .. chillax la kan? haha

IM STILL SAD...

so I havent meet most of the people I wanna meet. Obviously I will not meet them for another.. I dunno.. 3 months??? Amazing... jumpa bf blh.. me? .. haha.. not pointing fingers at anyone.. [yes I am. yes I am.. hehehe... :D]

I feel stupid...

argh .. I wanna ask that guy to sing for me..for the male part of the song Yume no tsubasa.. can ka? can? say yes? yes? huuhuu..:/
I havent have the courage to ask him.. damn.. and now dat I have limited time to go online before 23rd June.. Bet my wish not coming true leh.. record the song oso havent do.. huhu

Youtube
TO NSA : I'll be on hiatus from 23rd June.. k? Dun worry i'll still hand in my lines in time Ruka!! ^^
TO KUMIKO : Im having problem uploading the duet dear.. So how now? Owh well .. i'll keep trying.. Ganbatte!!

Sorry for the randomness...

I think my post always looks naked!! without any pictures.. PROPER pictures. Bad me. I havent taken any nice2 pictures for the past month.. Just look at my latest photo album in Facebook. I have it there.. hehehee... Trouble uploading it here.. so sana ja la kmu tgk aa?? ehe..

Hmmm... now .. what else??

Im missing all the girls who went to matriculation!!
I miss Haxie! Natz! Tua! lLavie! Mya! faht! Dy'e! Boss ! Shar!! Omgee.. so many.. oh i also found out Maryssa is going to UTM.. But.. which maryssa ?? macam byk maryssa i know.. huhuu.. Now im at lost.. anyone yg know.. tell me aa... Thanx In Advance!!

Im bored . And working on the GroupDub new project. wee~ Love the songs!!
I made you guys read my lamoz post.. hehe.. to make it up to all of you ...

hear this IU acous Ver for Gee SNSD and other songs.. Gotta love her talent! She's 16!!

that's all yolks!! ^^ hehe!!

Not My Day

2009-06-18T19:34:00.004+08:00

Ook .. I went out to karamunsing today to get a hair cut. But I didn't went to my usual hairdresser @ JD. and you know what??

I am FRIGGING mad at myself for letting me go to other than JD!

Huuhuu.. :((

I look so frigging gay right now... dayem.. i dun wanna upload any pic.. yet.. coz im too frigging sad with my newly butchered hair.. Gah.... is "Jangan Potong terlampau pendek" so hard to understand?????? my hair.. Gay!! Gawd.. OMGawd.. im thinking of making a Vlog on this.. but.. hahahaha... nah.. we'll see... hahahaha...

So wanna know how;s my hair?

Just imagine Yoochun's Mirotic hair.. yea.. the fringe is SOoooooooooo d same. Gowd GAy!!!

*Edit*

Yea.. here's the image i took few seconds ago.. [i loook Blegh-some . right? Right? lolz]

The front view ... The side view.. HorBz!! I tell u .. HorBz!!

I was in my pj.. nyahaha~ =.=" and look at me.. My soo soo annoyed face.hahaha..terang juga ni webcam aa? hehe

OMG!! if i did the Vlog.. All i would have said would be "OMg" "zOMG!!" OmFg!! yea.. really.. im in shock this.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I need to wait at least a month for my hair to grow back before i can really do something about it.. wait.. 2months.. because this is shorter than usually cut.. 3-4 cm SHORTEr!!!

how did i know 3-4cm? Im a total detail freak on arts. Haircutting IS art!! hehe.. YES IT IS.
SO .. hmm.. Im wondering.. any of you know how to grow hair longer - FASTER?

I know my hair grow fast.. but.. i need it too grow twice as fast.. hehe.. :D

So if you know.. leave a message in the Cbox or comment down there.. thanx in advance!!

I made the cover!!!

2009-06-14T14:27:00.006+08:00

NOoooooooooooooooo

Im not on any magazine cover. though I was recently offered to be a model. xD Didnt take it. I mean .. me = model??? Weird mix.. haha

Moving on ...

here's an original video of the song i TRIED to cover..

And here's MY version : Comment!!: Rate :: fav:: Subscribe to me! :: hehe :p

Any good?? I personally think that's the best dub i ever made. Nya~ *wipe sweat*
I was having a hard time recording in dat particular voice.. Hey .. I don't sound like dat in real life.. Its hard .. and I mess up some part in the vid. oh well.. IM not perfecto persona.. xp

My newest dream not coming true wish is Becoming Voice Actress! I sound like a kid saying this. wahaha... At least in the Fandubs edition. Hmm.. working on it.. xD

Well please tell me what you think about it. Thank you!

Adieu~ ^^

For YOU

2009-06-13T23:41:00.006+08:00

All I wanna say is

"Sorry Sorry, sorry sorry
pardon pardon pardon my straight
forward forward forwardness
to you to you to you my baby"

This was a lyric translation from LEE - asian cover

Now this song is soooooooo suitable for my current mood.. yea.. Just the part where Kagamine Rin trying so hard to get the person infront of the computer's attention.. Well 50/50. Not totally.. hehe
Enjoy!!

Ive been trying to get reach out to someone but to no avail i was pushed away .HARD!
damn you. I was trying to say hello .. nyaa~~

悪い!! 優しさなら　いらない... 彼が出てくるのをずっと待っていた... あの頃 ..
yea.. and now im moving on. Im deleting you from my memory. And yea.. deleted!!

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What were we talking about??

I have a new section add the side bar.. Links! please visit it when you have time.. But still under construction.

Here's a Q :: Who can teach me how to set up a website???

Last !!

What did I do???

2009-06-12T17:32:00.007+08:00

hey people of earth... if you're not.. well.. welcome!! ^^

So i went to airport last night to pick up my uncle and his family.. they went to Jakarta. Why does everyone go there???

so waited .. and waited.. damn!! nothing to do!! and i was in my house attire.. yea.. who wants to dress up too much just to pick someone in at the airport?? So with a plain tshirt/jacket/3/4s/ i went there with my dad. Yea. usually i don't wanna follow.. but i wanted to buy the gummies..

for Famous Amos. xD

So too bored - went around and got "suts" from random people. EWW!! and took some pics!!

OMG!! WHAT ATE THIS CHAIR???

Still looks cute .. [to me]

I actually stack them together like this. REALLY BORED man!

Then I found out dat they were made of SAND.
naru hodo..

Still cute??? xD more like EWWW

Probabbly wondering what am i trying show here

.........

Its the guy in the black jacket..

Gosh i love ~~him~~

HIS HAT!!

Talking about some guy. I met this one guy. More like SAW him from far. hehe. He look so much like someone i wanted to meet. Damn! Didn't get a closer look. Oh well... My luck .. ahhaha. Gosh .. I sounded like a stalker!! I AM NOT!! I was DAMN bored so I was looking and wondering around. hehe . . Ok last pic. My fav shot.

So after waiting like 3 hours. And taking this last picture.. They finally came out of the arrival room??

Well.. They have all the screening for H1N1 so dats Y they all came out VERY late.

Dats all the updates i have for now!

Be back soon~ ^^

Adieu!!

Unleash the inner DEMON

2009-06-11T13:48:00.003+08:00

Yea.. unleash the inner demon ..
I was freaking mad when i actually wrote that title. haha!!! now. not so much.. I have calm down .. I thank god for giving me some peace of mind because if not.. well you gonna see all the very BOLD RED F*** words. ehehe.. :D

Story on title : Dad told me to do stuff. When I finally did it.. he rejected my works. CURSES!! Why the hell did you ask me to do it if you keep rejecting everything???? DAMN DIY la!! haizzzzzzzzzzzz

*screammmmmm out loud .... SOLLLLLLLL*

Yeah~ dat was stress relieving.. hahaha~
Guess what calmed me down ?

a funny *yet somewhat annoying* fact while resorting all the documents. + FROZEN CHOCO MINT ICECREAM *dat gives me ~~headache~~ toothache*. Here's the thing, Everytime I ask my dad where's my birth certificate, he always try to avoid showing it to me. So did my mum..

All they keep saying
"ada sudah tu.. x payah la ko cari .. " =.="

And they keep saying that over and over.. seriously, they have been keeping that Birth certificate away from me since EVER!! What so important you don't want me to see???? sheeesshh

// Truth was i already know what they are trying to hide.. hehe.. sneaky me..

It was the all about my biological mum information in the birth certificate. Really. I have two mums. Biological and Step mother. Well, I don't really know what had happen in the past. But from all the info i have secretly gathered ... yea.. personal. .hehe dun wanna share with you guys here.. xD

But hear this: The person who's hiding this "secret" from me [parents and grandma] still dont know I know bout this little thing since i was little. yea. Since i was LITTLE . KINDERGARTEN LITTLE.

Im proud of me. Keeping something so big to myself. and now im telling the world~ haahha!!

So dats about it.. And I have finally got all YUI's album. Wee~~~ I love doing some YUI-hunting . haha. Wait you Again Single.. i'll get you next time!!

dats all

Adieu~